Pregnant by my bully

Chapter 11

I would like to dedicate this chapter to DezPrentice for voting thx

Ava told me what happened" Liam says coming into my room seating beside me as I cry unable to stop I hate myself it had not set in that I was going to have a child a living breathing thing by a boy who is fucking crazy but still he's the father of my child

"he doesn't want anything to do with my son" I say looking at the wall I whipped my face just to start crying again it hurt me knowing my child wouldn't have he's father in it's life "it's okay sum-"

I shake my head "no it's not Liam how I'm I going to teach a boy how to be a man how I'm I suppose to raise a kid by myself I barely no how to take care of myself how I'm I going to take care of something else" I say getting frustrated thinking of all this it's like reality just started crushing me

"What are you trying to say Summer" Liam says I seat up and look at him "I think I should give him up for adoption"

I say knowing it's to late to get an abortion even if I could I wouldn't want to it's a person know "you could but I don't think you want to give up your child" as much as I didn't want to amid it he was right "but he could heave a family that really loves him 2 parents" I say "he can have just 1 parent and be loved twice as much Summer"

he says I nod Liam takes off he's shoes and shirt getting into my bed we lay down and he wrapped his arm around me pulling me closer to him and I fall asleep

I wake up hearing my room door open I look to see Liam who looks like he's clearly been in a fight "Liam what happened to your hand"

I say getting up putting my glasses on "it's nothing I didn't mean to wake you go back to sleep I'm okay"

he says trying to brush me off I get up going into the bathroom getting something to clean his bloody hand coming back out with my first aid kit seating him down on the bed I cleaned his hand "doesn't this feel like old times"

I laughed "yeah but this time your not sneaking into my room threw my window what you do punch a wall" I say he chuckles "yeah something like that" he says looking at my stomach "can I touch him I mean you stomach"

I nod he put his hand on my stomach and I felt the baby staring to kick it's been happening for almost a week but it was never this strong "wow he can kick" I chuckle "Xavier" Liam says I looked at him confused "you should name him Xavier"

I haven't even thought of a name I've just been calling him a baby or him "Xavier" I say testing it out "yeah I like that" I nod agreeing "Liam how's Your mom" I say trying to change the subject wanting to kiss him again badly as I finish cleaning his hand "oh she's fine same as always working"

I smile "Kayla did always love her work" I say "after this summer you should visit her I nod "yeah ill probably be a mom by then your mom will probably look at me differently"

I say lowly "will yeah your going to be a mom last time she saw you we were 12 and you loved reading books and sneaking out the house with me just to have sleepovers at Stephen's brothers club house"

he says I smile remembering that "yeah that was when mom was still alive" I say seating next to him "every morning she would have a plate full of breakfast as soon as we walked into the door" I smile "yeah I remembered when she fixed me grits for the first time"

I laughed so hard "you nearly ate the whole bowl" he smiled "that night we went to the park and we had our first kiss" he says I nodded "yeah I was taller than you and so i had to lean down to kiss you" Liam face turned red "yeah will I'm taller than you now"

he says leaning into kiss me I turn away from him "yeah I'm also pregnant now and your not the father so this should be happening" I say looking down playing with the edge of my shirt "but you wish I was"

he whispered into my ear "wishing and being are two different things what's done is done if I can't go back in time" I say being honest he nods "yeah you're right" he says