Pregnant by my bully

Chapter 21

"Congrats on the baby guys" I say to Stephen and Ava hugging Stephen "whatever you already knew" Stephen says I shrug "yeah your right" I say they were having a party at the shop to tell everyone but I already knew I sat back down next to Liam I started looking around "hey guys where's Miami"

I say I just saw her "she's outside smoking I think" Stephen says I nod "I'll be back" I say getting up going outside to see Miami seating on the steps around the shop "hey Miami everything okay"

I say seating down next to her "yeah I'm fine why'd you ask" she says "well for one your burning yourself with that black mild" I say taking it out of her hand putting it out "oh I wasn't smoking it anyway" she says "wants going on Miami"

I say she looks around seeing that the camera crew was still inside with everyone "I'm pregnant" she says then everything started to click "that was your test" she nods "I didn't say anything because I was embarrassed I shouldn't have took that stupid test at my job anyway"

I shrugged "yeah it kinda was but no one really cares why didn't you say anything" I say she started crying "because I have a boyfriend and it's Michael's and I feel like I shouldn't you know have it" she says "you know for sure it's Michael's though it could be your boyfriend's" I say she sucks her teeth

"Summer i know you know me and Michael have been sleeping together for a while now" she says I nodded "yeah but that isn't my business that's why I don't say anything" she nods "my boyfriend is very abusive not like physically but verbally he calls me names in shit when he's mad and just makes me feel low on a regular basis"

she says "and Michael he's just so nice and cool at first it was sex to escape my life with my boyfriend but than it grew into me having deep feelings for him I didn't realize it until Vagus"

"Does he know about your boyfriend" I say "yeah I've ever cheated before so I was honest to honest with Michael he said he didn't care at first but then I guess he got tired of sneaking around and wanted to end things before Vagus and we ended up sleeping together again but we haven't really talking after that" she says

"And your sure it's he's baby" she nods "me and my boyfriend haven't slept together in almost 5 months" I nod "I don't even know what I'm going to do I don't know if I should tell him if I'm not going to keep it he already has a kid he doesn't need one with me"

she says it's common knowledge Michael has a daughter named Sky he talks about her has pictures of her at his station she even comes to the shop sometimes after school she's 7 he had her when he was really young but doesn't regret it he and Sky's mother are cool and have a great Co Parent relationship she's married now and has another kid Michael happy for her though he says it all the time

"Do you really what to get an abortion though" I say "it doesn't really matter want I want I can't take care of a damn baby I'm not even together I'm in a relationship with someone who an ass to me and Michael hates me and everyone well think I'm a hoe if they find out plus I'll never be as good of a mother as you your perfect"

I couldn't help but laugh "I'm not perfect but thank you for thinking that" I say "I mean I try my best to be the best I can be I'm far from perfect" I look at her "when I was 18 I got sexual assaulted and 9 months later I had Xavier"

I say making Miami face drop "your saying Xavier was a product of rape" I shake my head "no when I was pregnant he was but when he came into the world he was just my baby my Xavier" I say meaning every word "so that's why his father isn't around" I huff

"no I didn't report him I was young and in the part of Florida I lived in I was one of the only black peoples living there I knew nobody would take me seriously plus his family was at a higher standard than me they'd pull a couple strings he walk out with a ticket"

I say knowing full well "so where is he" I shrugged "Xavier's father had a drug problem and from want I heard still does he and his parents didn't want me to have Xavier but I still did knowing I'd be doing it on my own" I say looking up at the stairs "do you regret it"

I shake my head "no not once I had him when I felt so alone and sad after it was like he was a piece of my soul living,breathing and talking I have someone who will always love me and need me I can't regret that" I say "but want made you keep him"

I shrugged "I thought of getting abortion but after a day of thinking I knew I couldn't go threw with it so I going to give him him up for adoption but Liam talked me out of it knowing it wasn't something I really wanted and he was right so now I'm asking you is having an abortion something you really want" I ask her