Age Is Just A Number (Gerard Way COMPLETED)

chapter 30 i think

I stood next to Lindsey, while Gerard and Her said their vows. I smiled at how happy she was. She smiled so big. Tears formed my eyes as Gerard said "I  Do" looking straight at me and smirked. I frowned and they kissed. A tear fell.
Another tear
And another
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I woke up with a ping in my head as my alarm clock ringed. I got up and took a shower. I put on a pair of sweatpants and my shirt.
I checked my phone and Lindsey was calling.

"Hello"i asked.
"Hurry and come over. Bring the dress" she said
"Alright. See you" i said and she said see you and i grabbed the dress and i picked Another black dress.
I got inside my car and drove to wear the wedding was being held.
Gerard stood at the doorway as i got out. I avoided eye contact. I walked past him as he grabbed my arm.
" jade " he whispered.  I pulled my arm away and slapped him. Hard. Hard enough for him to feel it. But not enough to leve a mark because Todays the wedding. 
"Just dont" i told him
And walked off.
I walked to Lindsey and she smiled.

"Todays the wedding. Oh my gawwd. I cant believe,  that im getting married today to Gerard " Lindsey shouted

I faked a smile. I helped her put on her dress and we fixed her hair. .

Some of her family memebers came and we were all helping. 
Downstairs was Gerard. I wouldn't want to speak to him either. He makes me so mad abd emotional . It feels like he took advantage of me so. Im ignoring him..

I was honestly happy for her. She was marrying someone she likes, but i feel really guilty that i did it with him two days ago. . I should of stopped him. I should of slapped him and kicked him out before that happened.

"JadE are you okay?''lynz asked.
I nodded my head smiling and she put her white thing over her head. I handed her the flowers to her and she hugged me.
After what i did with Gerard.  I told myself. I didn't deserve her friendship.
I convinced to make her bridesmaids her closest friends and family and not me.
So picked other girls and i was happy. I wore a black dress and made a side swept braid going into a fishtail braid.

"Guys its time" A lady wearing nice clothes came and went to Lindsey. I gave Lindsey a big hug and she smiled. The bridesmaids went while i took a seat in the back by Bob and Ray. Ray smiled sadly at me. Frank came out and gave me a reassuring hug. I hugged back and he kissed my cheek. He stood by Gerard. 
Oh gerard. He wore a black tuxedo with a black tie. His hair was fixed and it was shorter than last time. He looked hot. He stokd there while frank patted him on the back and mikey had bo emotion on his face.
The song came on as the doors opened and we stood up. I smiled at her. She looked so happy. She walked down the aisle. 
She stood next to Gerard. He smiled at her and they held hands. A part of me wished i was up there with him.
"Do you Lindsey take Gerard to be your husband. to have and to hold from this day forward" he asked her. 
She looked at Gerard
" I do" she said.
Frank gave him a look. Gerard looked around and his eyes locked on mine. I decided to leave before my dream came true.  I walked out as i heard the guy say " Do you Gerard take Lindsey to be your wife "
I ran out as fast as i could.

*Gerard pov******
I watched silently as Jade ran out. "Do you Gerard take Lindsey to be your wife?"
I looked at frank. He looked away after i looked at him. He was pissed at me right now. I looked at mikey. He gave me a sad look.
"Gerard" Lindsey whispered.
I looked at her. She was beautiful but not as beautiful as Jade.

Jade was the most beautifulist woman i ever laid my eyes on. I made her sad. I told her i would cancel the wedding.  I didnt. 
I looked at Lindsey and stared at her.

"I dont" i said loudly