KAT'S POV
*flashback*
From: Jeric Teng
Where are you? Please put some sense in my mind right now. I'm getting crazy.
To: Jeric Teng
Nasa dorm lang. You want me to come to you?
From: Jeric Teng
No... Ako nalang punta. Give me 30 minutes.
Its around 10:30 pm already and Jeric's been crying for the past 30? 40? minutes.. Non- stop. He didn't even speak when he arrived, he only hugged me and cried. It's heartbreaking to see him this way, so vulnerable, so lost, so broken. I cannot even utter a single word because I really don't know what happened...
Jeric: *stops crying*'Kaa-ttt..... Thank you..
Kat: Anytime, Jeric. Dito lang ako. Don't you worry. Mind to share me what happened?
Jeric: I'm so stupid kasi. *laughs* I should have not told her what I felt. I should have just stayed on the sidelines and remained as a bestfriend.. Not a crazy pathetic man and admit to her in the most absurb way.
Kat: I don't get it.
Jeric: She knows already I loved her. Cay knows it already. 3 days ago ng pumunta ako sa UST, she overheard what the boys and I were talking. She asked me about it, and then and there I admitted my feelings for her. Pero she said nothing. She just walked away from me. She hasn't answered my calls, texts, DM! Wala. Sabi ko na eh. Mali tong nararamdaman ko for her. See? Inamin ko lang sa kanya, mawawala pa siya sa akin. She hates me now...
Kat: Jeric....
Jeric: *cries* Totoo naman Kat dba? Mali tong nararamdaman ko for her. Mali na ma- fall ako sa bestfriend ko. Kasi bestfriend lang ako sa tingin niya! BESTFRIEND. Ako lang umasa na she sees me as more. Ang tanga ko talaga. Dapat simula palang I tried to forget my feelings for her eh. Dapat simula palang kinalimutan ko na. Hindi ko na ipinilit yung gusto ko. Tanga tanga tanga.
Kat: Jeric, nagmahal ka lang naman. Hindi naman mali mag- mahal eh..
Jeric: Eh, why do I feel na everything's so fucked up? Everything's wrong. Hindi ko kaya kat, I just can't imagine myself living the life without Cay...
Kat: Pero Jeric... She walked away from you. Gusto na rin niya mawala sa buhay mo. She bailed out on you.. Maybe not for good. Pero she won't be back soon. Kaya you should learn to live without her. You have your family, your friends, your fans, me.. To fill that empty space for Cay. Bangon ka Jeric. You can't stay like this forever...
Jeric: Babalik naman siya dba? :(
Kat: Hindi ko masasagot yan Jeric. Basta ang alam ko. I'll be here. I'll help you pick yourself up... I'll fill that empty space in your heart. Just let me be.. Just let me in. *hugs*
February 8, 2014
I was cut off my train of thoughts when my phone beeped.. Really this early?
From: Jeric Teng
Hi! What time will I pick you up? :) Mommy said you can't say no. She wants to meet my new 'friend' lol. :))
To: Jeric Teng
Eeehhhhhh. She knows me naman ha! Can I just skipped dinner? :) please!!!!
From: Jeric Teng
No. Papagalitan lang tayo ni Mommy. Besides, its kinda of a thankgiving party for 2o13 lalo na for me and shoti.. Madami naman visitors so I'm sure she can't grill you. 😜
BINABASA MO ANG
In the sidelines
FanfictionWhat if you're a little too late? Are you willing to stay on the side lines, wishing she could see you.. Or fight for the love you've been hiding for so long? This is a story of love, friendship and everything in between. ❤️
