A new start (Pt2)

Chapter 2

Edited
As I go into the Salvatore's I go up to my room.

I grab my bag and put a couple things in it.

I hear Elena leaving Stefan and Stefan coming up the stairs.

I then go into my closet and grab a couple more things. Stefan comes in and looks at me.

"What are you doing?" He asks.

"Leaving." I repeate firmly.

"Why?" Stefan asks.

I drop my bag turn around and look at Stefan.

Dead in the eyes.

"I already told you. You're happy with Elena. I can tell. So there's nothing here for me anymore. And let me be honest Stefan. I'm tired. So fucking tired of you guys using me. Now shut up. Don't say "we don't Emma." Cuz yes you fucking do. You use me... To save Elena. Always and when she's all perfect and healed up you leave me. Both of you Salvatore's! It's like you never actually need me for....me! And then when Elena does something stupid to one of you. You automatically run to me. God Stefan I thought you felt the same. I wish you felt the same." I sigh and pause.

"But you didn't. Cause you have Elena. No matter what I do. It's always gonna be Elena. Even with Damon it was Elena. And I really wish you'd man up and confront your feelings and tell me how you really fucking feel Stefan. Because I'm so fucking confused. If you like me if Damon likes me if anyone even gives a fucking shit about me! So yes Stefan I'm leaving for me! Because I need something good to happen for me I need someone for ME. And by the time I come back Elena will probably leave you again and go for Damon. And you better hope that I haven't moved on because you'll come to me again all broken. I just know it." I yell some of it.

I grab my bag and start walking out.

"If you have any doubts please tell me now. Before it's too fucking late. And you lose me. Possibly forever...." I say and pause there.

He looks at me.

Then says nothing.

I walk down the stairs and reach the door.

Suddenly Stefan zooms down in front of me.

I give him a look.

"Emma... You were there for me. When this whole Klaus thing was going on. But Elena. She's just turning. I fear this could ruin her. And then if I leave her for you. It'd break her who knows what she'd do. She could turn off her humanity." Stefan pauses.

"I get it she's new. She's fragile. She needs you. She needs her humanity right. But who cares how much pain you all put me through." I say and roll my eyes.

"I gotta go. Have fun with Elena." I say.

I'm about to open the door when Stefan grabs me. And I look at him.

He looks at my whole face. Every inch. He can tell I'm about to break.

"Emma I-" he starts I cut him off, "I really don't need more excuses Stefan. I'm sorry."

Then I leave the house zooming away.
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My phone starts ringing and I answer it.

"Helloooo?" I answer.

"You whore. Where are you?" I hear through the phone. I roll my eyes.

"Boy drama.... Tell you when I get there. Almost there Hun. Meet me at our old spot-" I start but he cuts me off.

"The lemon tree, next to the lake, with the swing, next to the hospital." He says.

I laugh and we say our byes.

I'm about to leave the grill when I see this guy.

"Nice ink." I say and leave.
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I get into my car and start driving.

All the way to Chicago.

As I drive down the long dark road I think.

God I overthink too much.

Someone calls me.

I groan pull out my phone and answer it.

"What?" I ask.

"Great way to answer the phone. Can you meet me at the school." I hear Caroline say through the phone.

"Mmmm." I think.

"Please it's important." She says.

I sigh and turn the car in the direction of the school. I hang up on her.

Hey it's not rude.
Kinda.

She should be lucky I'm going too her in the first place.
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