Im really down, but I'm not sad. I don't feel the tears pressing on the back of my eyes or the tears stinging my throat. I don't feel the burn in my nose that I get every time I'm about to cry. Instead, a dark cloud of perfect, pure nothingness smothers me and i can hear my emotions in my sighs. I can feel a vague hurt in my heart as it claws for a reason to be like this. I think this is disappointment.
