I envy you. I envy you because you're happy and I'm not. I envy you because you're comfortable with someone and I never will be. I envy you because you're now the most important thing in the person who I used to call my best friend's life. I envy you because you get to see him every day while I've seen him three times in the last year. I envy you because you're the one standing where I used to be. I hate you. I hate you because if you weren't here, this wouldn't have happened. I hate him because if he hadn't switched schools, you wouldn't have happened. I hate you for replacing me. I hate you getting him all to your self. I envy the bond you share because I once had that with him and now it's gone.
