White Eyes [ E D I T I N G ]

9 -Written Words

Tsunade slowly opened Neji's diary. They needed information. The recordings of his events in life were handed voluntarily by Tenten.

Tuesday

I feel confused. I don't understand what is happening to me. At times I feel happy, then I suddenly become furious. Whoever is reading this, I hope this can help. I have the White Eyes. Many clan mates of mine has failed to see the colors and live ever since it struck them. There's not much research either. It has been a mystery. Unknown to the normal eyes. No patient left a trace to discover a cure, even all the symptoms. It isn't only headache, and whatnot. There's still more. I have been studying myself about the symptoms for a while now. I noticed that it gradually affects the emotions of the victim. So if they are acting odd, it's part of the disease. I personally experienced this, as you can see, I wrote earlier that I was confused. They might even be triggered by the tiniest reasons. And it also leads you to mental damage. Sometimes, at night, I just watch the mirror. I kept on saying pale face, pale face, pale face, pale face. Then I threw kunai to break it and cried.
Pale face.

Pale face.

Pale face.

Pale face.

Pale face.

Such pretty pale face.

I want to die.

Neji Pale Face

Friday

Lately, I have been through a lot of mental images. IT IS DRIVING ME MAD HAHHAHAHAHHHAH. I am mad, I know.

I want you to shut up. Or I will slit your throat til your blood is all gone.

Pale face.

Thursday

I am keeping this diary to keep track of myself. At times my entries were psychotic and not so me. It was confusing. I wasn't only getting mental retardations but also, I start to see hallucinations. Usually about jealousy. I know! It's quite stupid. The heck is this? I often see Tenten kissing and hugging Lee! And you know what? FUCK IT LITTLE ROCK SHITLEE. Tenten is mine. She belongs to me. And only me.

Hyūga Neji

Saturday

Why the heck did I insult Lee? What did he do?

Neji

Wednesday

Ugh, my body hurts. I thought it only affects my eyes, but it spread to my whole body. Shit, it hurts so much. You might see me being a regular Neji but you don't know what I feel. So don't you ever tell me that I'll be okay!

Neji

Sunday

Pale face, that is
Was the thought in this narrow mind of his.
He covers up everything with powder
And he never felt prouder.

Inside, he was dying,
Suffering was making him grit his teeth.
To cover it up, he did some lying,
As he tried to freely breathe.

He wanted to leave
But he wouldn't want to hurt her smile.
Thoughts so dark started to conceive
As he tried to keep that file.

A bird in a cage,
Yes, that is what he is.
The bird was nearing to the next page,
Awaiting the Death's lethal kiss.