Ruining The Roses

Chapter 5

We layed there for what seemed like hours. My stomach growled, I was starving.

I escaped Shawn's arms, running down to the kitchen.

It was bright, because of the sunny day.

I took a deep breath, from running so much. Opening the fridge door, I felt arms squeeze me. I spun around making our faces be so close. I felt his warm breath on my cheek.

He looked into my eyes, but this time his lips attched to mine. It felt amazing, then Tyler's face popped up in my head, which made this feel wrong.

I pulled away looking down at the ground. He comforted my cheek, raising my head to look at his face.

"What's wrong?" He asked. I thought I might cry, what was happening to me.

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"Shawn why isn't Tyler here?!" He didn't answer.

"SHAWN! What the heck!?" He stood up violently. I was speechless, what was he going to do? His fisted were clenched.

"He isn't here ok! I'm here for you-" He mumbled under his breath, 'and you don't seem to care.'

"Shawn I'm glad your here. But I'm just worried if Tyler's hurt." Tears poured out of my eyes.

Shawn sat back down, leaning closer to me. He wiped the tears sliding down my face.

"I'm sorry." I was then able to hold back more tears begging to come out.
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It's been 2 days I was in the hospital. I finally got released today.

I needed to see Tyler, so I went in my car while Shawn was asleep. It took 5 minutes until I got to his house.

I stood at the front door really nervous. I got the courage to knock three times. A few minutes passed by, when his mom opened the door.

"Uh, hi! Is Tyler home?" I smiled trying to act friendly. Her face fell.

"Um, yes. But he really just wants to be alone right now." She tried to act innocent.

"Just please let me see him for just a couple of minutes... I need to know if he's ok. Please?" I begged. She looked guilty, so she moved out of the way letting me in.

I shot up the stairs to his room, I've been here a couple of times.

I slowly turned his knob looking in. He was staring out the window.

I noticed his room was trashed. Not like a usual teenage boy, I mean glass was broken.

He turned around with a black eye, Shawn probably gave him. He looked like he hasn't slept for days.

"Hey, umm... Are you ok?" His face hardened while he looked back out the window.

"The real question is are you ok? I hurt you really bad, I put you in the hospital." A tear escaped his eye. I stepped closer to him trying not to step on anything sharp.

"It's ok... really it was by accident, I mean Shawn was the one who started it. I forgive-" He turned looking at me with his eyebrows lowered.

"No you can't! You can't forgive me! I hurt you and I could do that again with out even knowing." I placed my hand on his shoulder, but he pushed it off.

"Please Tyler I still love you!" He got closer to me with fire in his eyes.

"No you don't!!" He smacked me in the face, leaving a sting. I ran out of there sobbing.

I ran past his mom, who looked worried. Got into my car and sped home, where Shawn would be.
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Shawn's eyebrows knitted. He seemed a little angry and sad.

I didn't feel that hungry anymore. So I grabbed an apple, leaving the kitchen to the living room.

I settled on the couch, soon after Shawn did the same, but he put me on his lap.

I clicked on Netflix, so we watched The 100 again.

Shawn was warm, so I didn't need a blanket. His arms comforted me, but all I could think about was when me and Tyler were together.

I was falling for two guys. One who was there for me all the time. And the other where we were so madly in love, but he hurt me. What is happening to me?!

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Heyyyyy! This chapter was crazy and sad to write. 😭😭😭😊😊😊😲😲