Ruining The Roses

Chapter 10

I woke up, Shawn was sleeping next to me, not cuddling with me. I turned to his gorgeous face.

For hours I stayed like that looking. His lips laid perfectly on each other. His jawline was an amazing feature. I could go on for hours talking about how handsome he is.

I didn't want to wake him up. Therefore I had to tip toe to my closet. I selected an Adidas gold/white top, Jean shorts, and Adidas shoes.

I slipped off my PJ's slowly because I was tired. I pulled up my shorts, rubbing my eyes.

"Hey..." Shawn whispered sheepishly. I spun around covering my bra and tummy.

"Shawn what are you doing here?! I changing, don't you see?" He laughed hysterically. I shoved my shirt over my head quickly.

I pushed Shawn out of my way to my mirror. My face was a mess, so I wiped it down with a makeup wipe. After I slipped chapstick on, going downstairs.

Shawn followed hovering over me. The smell of waffles filled my nose. My mom appeared by the stove.

"Oh hey! Shawn your family went home last night. You were passed out." I looked at Shawn, knowing what really happened last night.

We all ate breakfast together, silently. I decided to go lay in my room, while Shawn took a shower.

I got on my phone, texting Tyler good morning. He answered almost immediately, Hey. I smiled that he didn't hate me.

My door opened, so I put my phone down. I looked over at Shawn, his jeans were on, but no shirt. My hand covered my face, I didn't need to see Shawn like that.

"Stop covering you eyes. You know you like it." Grinning I pulled my hand down. His abs were flexing I could tell.

"Well then you stop flexing! Hahaha." He smiled, I missed that heart warming smile.

My phone vibrated, I turned it on. It read from Tyler, 'wanna go out with me tonight?😍' My grin faded, why I thought I liked him.

My shoulder felt Shawn's breath growing heavy. I spun around, our faces inches away. I looked at his lips, so did he. I just couldn't do this not when Tyler kept on popping up in my brain.

I turned away starting toward the door.

"Wait. Please... kiss me, for real, then I'll be able to let go." I stopped standing there, bitting my lip. I turned around quickly going to Shawn.

My arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him very close. His hands slid around me while his lips attched to mine. I kissed him like this was never going to end, I still love him.
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Hey lovees! Hope this wasn't to short, tried to update as fast as I could. Love this Clift hanger. There is a lot I have planned to come, here's a little sleek peek. Trip with Shawn and Tyler, some sleeping with someone, heart break, and much more. Ok byeee!