I feel myself in an incredibly comfortable bed, I could stay here forever. Wait I'm not in my bed. I'm on a soft double bed with green and blue patterns throughout the sheets and duvet. Where am I? I hear a familiar voice coming from the door ahead of me, Phil. He instantly makes me feel calm and content. He tells me he doesn't mean what he did, and he didn't intend to upset me or disappoint me. But I'm confused as he hasn't done a thing wrong to me, or probably anyone. What does he mean? He leaves the room as I loose myself in my thoughts and drift back away in the unfamiliar surroundings.
I can hear a soft beeping coming from next to me, I try and open my eyes and break away from that strange dream. I always confuse reality with my dreams, I wish it could be one or the other, as my dreams have started to come to life, like Phil has.
I can see a plain white ceiling and long bright lights above me, I turn my head and see a large machine that is still beeping, showing a heartbeat pattern along a black screen, showing I'm still alive. I try and sit up, but the pain on the right side of my heads strikes me and I flop back down again, that hurts.
I'm still questioning where the hell I am, my and I realise as a blonde nurse opens the door and runs in asking me questions, seeming she is delighted I'm finally awake. I'm in a freaking hospital.
"Hello Daniel, I'm Susan I've been your nurse for the last three days, how are you feeling?" Wait I've been asleep for three days? What have I been doing for all that time? Why am I even in the hospital?
"W.. wait, why am I here? How did I get here?" I question, I'm so confused.
"Oh dear, I'm sorry I didn't explain, you are at accident and emergency, your friend Phil brought you here in the ambulance, he's just in the corridor outside, would you like to speak to him dear?" The sweet old woman asks. I'm so glad Phil is here, i didn't he would stay if I'm in hospital, we have only known each other for a day, well now 4 days, how did my sleep pass so quickly?
"Oh my gosh Dan you're awake! I was getting so worried I started to think you never would wake up..." Phil exclaims as we runs into the room, looking relieve, but stressed, he gives me a warm hug, I flinch as he catches the side of my head.
"Phil, what happened to me?" I ask more questions, I can't even remember what happened, I just remember walking home and now I'm here.
"Oh. I thought you knew... w.. when you were walking down your street, some people tried to attack or mug you, I'm not sure which. I managed to get them off you, but you were on the floor unconscious, so I rang the ambulance and you ended up here I guess. It was terrifying Dan, I'm so glad you're okay, honestly" he explains, I can't believe that happened, how can I not remember? This is so weird, I wish I could just remember what happened. I can't believe this.
"Holy shit. I'm so sorry Phil, I.. I can't even remember what happened. I don't know what to say.. thank you so much, I mean.. if you weren't there I probably wouldn't be alive, thank you." I reply, giving him a weak smile, hoping to reassure him and thank him. I can't believe he did that for me, I don't think I'll ever be able to thank him enough. Ever.
"Oh, and also I have someone here for you to see, I'll go and get them, I'll be right back." He gives a wide smile, who could he have possibly brought with him? But then again, let's be honest, it's going to be Brendon and Sara or Tyler and Jenna. It would do me good to see them at the moment, to get my head out of what's happened.
The door opens again, and it's the nurse telling me I'm in a stable condition, and they have my bag and clothes on the chair so I can get changed and finally get back to my apartment I can't wait to be home to be honest, it feels like I haven't been there for a lifetime.
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On my mind || Phan au
FanfictionDan has only one happy place, in his dreams. He can make perfect people to care about him and live in a perfect world with no disagreement and tension. But it's only in his head. When Phil comes into his life, he doesn't know if he's going insane o...