Fight Me

Chapter 10 : If Only Love = Hate

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Latisha's pov

After the outburst in the room. I descended downstairs all set for a new round of torture. I just hope he does not make any evil plans against my brother. He is my weakness and I can't afford to loose him.

"Hey babe! I have ordered special pizza for you. I hope you like it."Juan said with his usual smirk.And I immediaitely could sense his intentions.His head definitely might have planned something against me,but I am prepared for it "Anyways you dont have an option"said juan. Oops! I guess I said that loud! I wont utter a word and take all his tortures.

Ian was sitting there looking so happy for me. And for the reason he can finally stay with us. He always liked Juan. "You too like him,trust him and so you melt under his touch"said my inner consciousness! I really should atleast know how to shut that up! I sighed sadly."How can anyone not like him! The old Juan was one gem of a person,but you turned him into a devil" said the inner voice again! Pfft! I am bloody responsible for this Juan the emotionless cold hearted hurt Juan! I still hope I can mend him. I want to see him happy again!

I settled on the table along with both and he passed on the so called "special" pizza towards me. Just a look at pizza and I very well knew what was he up to! He was aware of the fact that I cant tolerate eating black pepper and so he has intentionally ordered it!

He was looking at me with his usual amused look expecting the resistance from my side,but I am going to prove him wrong. One bite from the pizza washed away that look and replaced it with a frown. I knew if I will stop midway then I wont be able to eat anymore so I tried to eat the entire pizza in one go but as always nothing can go my way right? I couldnt help and had to rush to washroom to throwup.

Last thing I heard before passing out was Ian and Juan shouting out for my name but I was not able to keep up for more!

Juan's POV

I was sitting waiting for her to come down. As always my empty mind goes to the memories of her and all the time we spend together. We were like falling for each other bit by bit.

It was our routine . Routine of every evening to get together and take a stroll. After our usual work day long I used to take her to different places to hang out.It was needed for healing her.After all she went through she had put up a shell around herself.She had became claustrophobic.strange people and strange atmosphere pushes her into so much stress and she panics.But she needed to get over all this. Whatever happened was not at all her mistake.She was abused by someone she could consider trustworthy. So she  stopped trusting and started staying away from everyone. It is still strange how she gave the right to get into her heart to me. But I promised myself that if she gave me this priviledge I will mend her. But what she did to me in return? She backstabbed me.. She put all the blame of crime ww did together on alone me. I never believed her to be this selfish. She used me.

"But then Why do I still like her!" May be you still trust her! Said the stupid part inside me! I laughed how can i trust her! Her resistance makes me want her and her melting under my touch gives me a feeling similar to that under a cold shower! I cant trust her!

Ian looked at me and said "Ju! I am hungry!" His puppy face reminds me of her and a plan comes in me! I chuckled and said " lets order pizza"

She came down and I could sense her irritation! "Cuddle with her! Her beautiful face! Her green eyes filled with truthfulness.. Shutup" I mumbled! Pizza came and I was amused to see the look on her face! I knew she didnt prefer black pepper! She avoided using it! Never knew observing her this way could help me torture her! "Do you really want to torture her?" Pfft! She took a bite without a word and that hurted me! I dont believe myself .What do I want? I dont give a heed to any arguements she does and dont like even if she dont..Why is she eating it if she doesnt like! She could have said she doesnt eat black pepper! Instead she is trying to eat it whole! Is she insane? Huh! Like I care! Suddenly she rushed and the look on her face horrified me! I called her name but she didnt respond! She passed out but I was quick enough to held her in my arms."What did you do to her?" I could feel the guilt rushing in me! I panicked! It felt like something is dying in me! Its time for me to gather my shit and call the doctor!