Johnny's POV
I was pacing around the theater, eagerly awaiting Ash's arrival. I really really screwed up big time. And Ash probably won't forgive me. Suddenly, I heard two all too familiar voices talking from outside the theater. And just as predicted, Ash and Rosita came walking through the door, with Ash having her broken leg bandaged up and holding a crutch. I cringed at the sight of it and sighed. I saw Ash walking; or rather limping her way to the small balconey hanging from the theater. I couldn't help but to follow her, and saw that she was sitting on the bench, gazing at the city in front if her. I quitetly sat down beside her, but only for her to shuffle to the other side of the bench, far away from me. 'Look Ash... I-' Before I could even finish my sentence, she cut in. 'Hold up. Before you say anything, don't throw me off the balconey.' She said bitterly, and edged some more to the end of her side of the bench. I stared dumbfounded at her and could only blame myself for what I've done. I was about to say something when she picked up her crutch and leave, leaving me all alone on top of the balconey. 'Sorry?' I mumbled, and buried my hands in a face, letting loose a few tears.
Ash's POV
I got back home and now was sitting on my bed, thinking about how rude I've been to Johnny. I didn't even give him a chance...
*song starts*
'Feeling used, but I'm still missing you.
And I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss, against my lips.
And now all this time is passing by but I still can't seem to tell you why...
It hurts me every time I see you, realize how much I need you....
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you, don't want to but I can't put, nobody else above you....
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you, you want her, you need her, and I'll never be her....
I miss you when I can't sleep, or right after coffee or right when I can't eat.
I miss you in my front seat.
Still got sand in my sweater from nights we don't remember...
Do you miss me like I miss you? Played around and got attached to you...
Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired but never of you.
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that stuff.
I put this real out but you never bite that stuff.
I type a text but then I never mind that stuff.
I got these feelings but you never mind that stuff.
Oh, oh, keep it on the low, you're in love with me but your friends don't know.
If you wanted me you would just say so.
And if I were you you I would never let me go.
I don't mean no harm, I just miss you in my arm.
Wedding bells are just alarms, caution tape around my heart.
You ever wonder what we could've been, you said you wouldn't but you really did.
Lie to me, lie to me, get yourself fixed.
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are really mixed.
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing.
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges to just create some distance.
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing, but I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings.
When love and trust are gone, I guess this is moving on.
Everyone I do right does me wrong.
So every lonely night, I sing this song...
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you, don't want to but I can't put, nobody else above you....
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you, you want her, you need her, and I'll never be her....
All alone I watch you watch her...
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen.
You don't care you never did...
You don't give a damn about me...
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her...
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen...
How is it you never notice...
That you are slowly killing me...
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I love you, don't want to but I can't put, nobody else above you...
I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you, you want her, you need her, and I'll never be her...'
*song ends*
Well, that song certainly didn't help me. I still feel as miserable as ever, with a broken leg, and a broken heart. I swear that this time, my heart cannot be fixed with a simple song....
