Beautiful Disaster

Four.

They boys spent a few more hours with Zoe then they came down to the bar to see me sing again.

"You guys are in for a treat tonight, it's rock night" ed said his face lighting up. The first night we met was rock night. He told me he fell in love with me right then and there.

"Oh are me how so?" Zayn said raising an eyebrow.

I poured him another beer "because this is my night. I like heavy metal and rock, so I do a few classic rock songs some heavy metal songs then some of my favorite, screamo. Like a day to remember, the used, I wrestled a bear once-"

"You wrestled a bear once!" Louis eyes got huge "damn Zer I knew we were hanging out with a bad ass but...damn!"

I let out a loud laugh as did the boys "No Lou I wrestled a bear once is a band with this bad ass chick screamer. She's one of my idols."

"Zera, doll can we get you up on stage for sound check?" Ace came over to the bar with my goth of whiskey.

I grabbed it taking a shot with the boys "let's do this shit!"

I sang some old ACDC, The who and then some Korn and Disturbed.

The crowd was going crazy and the boys looked in awe when I sang I'm made if wax Larry, what are you made of? By A Day to Remember. I loved doing this song the most because of the brutal break down in the middle.

The crowd was great tonight we filled the bar and had a line forming out side. People were going nuts.

I sang some rob zombie and a few more Heavy songs. It was almost closing time so I decided to end the night with a slow song.

"So folks this is the last song of the night" the whole bar let out a sad 'awe' "I know I know I wish I could keep going but it's about that time! so for my last song I'm going to slow it down. so fella grab your old ladies and bring em to the dance floor!"

The band started and about 12 couples came out to the floor. Ed and Louis danced together getting a few strange looks. Harry asked Lila to dance. As I looked to the bar I saw a group of girls asking Niall Liam and Zayn to dance. Zayn and Liam made their way tithe dance floor but Niall shook his head and denied the brunettes offer. I could help but smile.

I started singing simple man by lynyrd skynyrd. One of my favorites.

I sang and saw the couples making eyes at each other then I looked up to see Niall.

Our eyes met and the butterflies fluttered in my stomach. Or maybe it was the whole fifth of jack I drank.

Boy, don't you worry.

You'll find yourself.

Follow you heart,

and nothing else.

You can do this,

if you try.

All that I want for you my son,

is to be satisfied.

I finished the song and everyone started clapping. I forgot that I had a crowd. Me and Niall broke eye contact "Thank you everyone I'm Zera and me and the boys well see you next weekend. Don't forget to tip your bartenders. I walked back to the bar the boys were still talking to the girls they were dancing with. Niall was still by himself.

.

I walked up to him heart racing, and Jack D whispering in my ear 'do it just do it don't be a pussy'

"Hey Zer you did-"

I grabbed his face and pulled him in for a kiss. He cupped on hand on my face and the other on my hip. I pulled away looking in to his beautiful eyes.

"Well" he let out an awkward laugh "that was unexpected, it was great but unexpected."

I just blushed and to the seat beside him leaning in close to him. I placed my hand on his knee kissing his neck.

"Uh Zera stop. I don't think we should do this. You had a little to much. Why don't we just get the boys and head home?"

"Are you kidding me?!" I huffed I walked away and grabbed my jacket and walked in to the parking lot where I found Zayn.

"Can I bum one?" I asked. Zayn handed me a cigarette and lit it for me.

"You alright?" he asked.

"It's just Niall I kissed him and he just started acting all weird telling me I was drunk and that we should just go home." I blew a cloud I smoke from my lips.

"Wait you kissed him?"

"Yeah"

"Listen Zer you are a great girl and we love hanging out with you but be careful. Niall is very sensitive and when he falls he falls hard. He mentioned likening you to me last night. But he said he didn't want to try and start anything till after out tour. You do know were leaving Monday"

I hung my head "yeah I know. Well what should I do?"

"Just wait" he smiled "come on let's go get he boys and head home. We have a big day tomorrow."

"Wait what's tomorr...oh that's right your concert"

He just let out a little laugh as he gather the boys and we headed to my house.

In he front was Zayn and Liam. Then Louis and Ed sprawled on the middle seat and then Harry me and Niall in the back seat.

It was the most awkward 15 minutes I my life.

Niall wouldn't even look at me.