Beautiful Disaster

Thirteen.

Can’s sleep so Im going to update this and maybe MIA.

Oh and stuff is about to get real and there is going to be a lot of swearing so I apologize in advance!

Enjoy;)

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She came busting through the door.

“You!” she pointed at me. I knew she was all doped up “What the fuck are you doing here! You kidnapper!”

“Zera who is this lady?” Niall looked at me so confused.

I just stood there speechless. Zoe hide behind Skuz so she wouldn’t be seen.

“I’m Her fucking mother!” she spat.

“Angela! Stop with your language!” my nana warned her.

“Oh piss off mom! Where the hell is Zoe, Zera?! Wheres my daughter?!”

“She’s safe and far away from you!” I started to yell “You really are something mother coming in her all fucking doped up causing a scene. What are you here? In the last 15 years how many times have you went and visited nana? After pap passed away and you put her a home how many times did you go and visit her!? Not once because you were to busy whoring yourself out so you could get your fix you fucking junkie piece of shit!”

She ran after me grabbing a handful of my hair, ripping my gauge out in the process. She tried punching me but I blocked her hits and hit her back 3 times right in the face.

“NURSE!! Nurse we need security!” My nana screamed.

Barbie took Zoe in to the bathroom to hide. Skuz grabbed Angela. Harry and Niall pulled me off of her. Her face was gushing blood.

Security came in and took her away.

“Don’t worry you little bitch I’ll be back to get my daughter! You’re fucking done for!!”

I sat on the ground and held my face in my hands. I got up and went to sit on my nana’s bed. I sat beside her and she grabbed my hands.

“Zera you are such a strong girl you need to keep Zoe away from that god awful woman.”

Tears weld up in  my eyes “I promise nana I will.”

I gave her a kiss on the forehead. Before I removed my lips from her forehead I felt her shove me back.

“Who are you! What are you kissing me!?”

“Oh god, don’t leave me. Not now” I cried.

“Who are you people get out! GET OUT!! HELP! Someone help me!!”

But before the nurses could get to the room my nana clentched her chest.

“NANA!!” I cried “You can’t leave! No!” The nurses pushed me back and Naill wrapped me up in his arms as Zoe clung to my leg.

She was flat lining.

“Clear!” I heard the doctor scream as he shocked her with the paddles.

Nothing.

He rubbed the paddles again.

“Clear!”

Still nothing.

He placed the paddles to her chest once more.

“Clear!”

Nothing.

The nurses unplugged the monator.

“Time of death,” The doctor looked up at the on the wall “3:45pm”

I fell to my knees and screamed. This couldn’t be happening. She cant be gone.

Niall helped me up. The doctor walked over and placed his hand on my shoulder.

“I am so sorry for your loss but there was nothing more we could do. Well give you awhile with her but we need you to sign some paper work.”

I couldn’t even speak my heart was breaking and it felt as if my chest was going to cave in.

I just nodded my head.

She laid there so still, like she was just sleeping. Every one tired to hug me but I pushed them off of me and I laid in the hospital bed with my nana.

I laid my head on her chest.

No heart beat.

Her once warm embrace was now so cold and lifeless.

“She’s really gone” I said “we’ve lost her” I began to ball uncontoralably.

Niall came and scooped me up and sat down in the chair beside the bed. He just held me as I cried in to his shoulder. Zoe sat on the chair beside us and held my hand.

“Well give you guys a minute.” Skuz said softly. He grabbed Barbie’s hand and gave Harry a little nudge to follow.

“Naill can you give me and Zoe a minute alone too?” I asked him wiping the tears from my face.

“Of course.” He gave me a little peck on the cheek and left with the rest of them.

They closed the door. Zoe they climbed in to my lap and we just held each other and cried.

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(3 hours later)

The people from the mourge came and got nana and I finished filling out the paper work the doctors needed. It was time to head home and get some rest.

We all stood in the smoker’s section out side the hospital.

Me, Barbie, and Skuz all lit up a cig as Niall sat beside me and harry played with Zoe. I explained everything to him that my parents really weren’t dead. My dad was a dead beat that left us and my mother is a junkie whore.

Barbie and Skuz tried to lighten the mood by telling me and Naill stories of my nana when she was younger.

“You know when she first met your pap she hated him!” Barbie laughed.

“No way she was crazy about him!” I said.

“Barbie’s right your nana hated Jon. Says he was to cocky and arrogant. Which was true. He could have any girl he wanted, but there was only one he wanted. Every day for a month he would go and see your nana at work, she was a cashier at a gas station, and he would go on and on about how they were meant to be. Your nana would just roll her eyes and laugh at him. Till one night when she was working 3 men came in and held her at gun point. They took all the money out of the register and the one guy tried to get handsy with her. Well that’s when your pap came in and beat all the guys to a bloody pulp and saved your nana. After that they were insepratable.”

“I never knew that!”

“That’s how is happened” Skuz chuckled.

We hear a blood curdling scream. I drop my cigarette.

“ZOE!” I scream and run to the area where her and Harry were at. I see Harry on the ground trying to sit up. He had his hand on his head and when he removed it his hand was covered in blood. I look down the street to see an old station wagon speeding away.

Our old station wagon.

“That fucking bitch!” I ran after the car but I could keep up.

I was suppose to protect her….

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OHHHHH NOOOO!

Junkie momma kidnapped Zoe! :o

 And nana passed away:’(

Figure out how to finally add videos. I picked I will follow you in to the dark by death cab for cutie, for this chapter. 

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