Beautiful Disaster

Eight.

As Niall let me out of the biggest bear hug ever I was soon surrounded by the boys who have me and gave me a group hug.

We all said our good yes to the audience and headed back stage.

"Zer that was simply amazing you wrote that?!" Niall kissed me again

"Yeah I finished it on the plane ride here." I felt my face turn flaming red as I have him a grin. I don't know why but Niall made me nervous he made me feel things I've never felt before. I've been with guys before but none ever made me feel so valued, so wanted, so loved.

"Zer maybe you need to start helping us write songs!" Harry have me a little nudge and a wink.

"Yeah maybe then people will actually like you music!" I nudged him back and stuck out my tongue.

The boys cracked up and Harry grabbed his heart super dramatically.

"Low blow Zer low blow" he couldn't help but laugh too.

Paul came in "alright boys and lady lets go!"

We followed Paul as he pushed through the crowd of screaming girls. Niall slid his arm around my. Some of the fans noticed and started booing and hissing at me.

"Slut"

"Whore!"

Then I felt something hit my back. Some little bitch threw their drink at me.

I turned around to see this 17 little brat. "Niall deserves so much better than some piece of trash like you!!" She spit in my face and with out even thinking I drew my fist back. But before my fist made contact with her little bitch face Paul scooped me up threw me over his shoulder and put me in the SUV.

"What the hell was that!?"

Really Niall was yelling at me.

"Um did you not just see what fucking happened. The bitch threw her drink on me, called me trash and spit in my damn face!"

"Guys maybe you should calm it down"

"Shut up lou!" We both said in unison.

"Zer I did see what she did but you can't go punching our fans. I don't even think she was 18! You could have got charges presses against you! you need to think be fore you act think about how you're making the band look. Think how your making me look!"

His face fell. "Wait I didn't mean it like that!"

"Fuck off Niall. I'm sorry I'm such a fucking embarrassment. stop the fucking car and let me out."

"Zer come on don't be like that." Liam tried to call me Down

"I didn't stutter stop this mother fucking car and let me out now!" the car came to a halt and I jumped out and started walking.

Niall started after me. "Come on Zer were still like 20 min away from the hotel. Just get back in to the car."

"Niall I swear if you don't get away from me I'm going to hit you."

"I'm sorry Zer I really am"

He grabbed my arm I turned around and swung. Hitting him in the jaw.

"You didn't stand up for me you let these people call me names and treat me like shit! you're suppose you care and not let anything happen to me!" I was so mad I didn't feel the tears rushing down my face.

Niall wrapped me up in a hug. I buried my face in his chest.

I looked up at him. He had blood rushing from his nose.

We both laughed.

"I'm so sorry." I kissed his cheek.

"It's fine baby" he grabbed my hand and we walked back to the SUV. The boys all made fun of Niall the whole car ride home. And he took it, well I gnored most of it.

He just kept looking at me. Kiss my cheek every once and awhile.

He leaned in and whispered in my ear.

Those three words I've longed to hear.

"I love you"

I froze. "I-"

"Were here!" Zayn announced we all piled out of the SUV and in to the hotel. We made to the suite. Zoe was sleeping so we quietly said our goodnights and headed to bed. Niall walked in to the room first I walked in behind him closing the door and then locking it.

He raised an eye brow. "And what to you think your doing missy?"

I gave him a devilish smile and took my dress off.

I walked over to him pushing him on the bed. I crawled on top of him pinning his arms above his head I kissed down his neck. He flipped me on to my back he took his shirt off as I unbuckled his belt and pants. He kissed me so passionately it made my heart jump. I felt his hand caress down my body to my panties. I looked at him giving him the okay.

I've had sex with guys before but with them it was just fucking. With Niall though it was more than that.

It was love.

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When we both finished we laid there naked our bodies intertwined. We fit perfectly together. I looked up in to his beautiful eyes.

"I love you too Niall" I whispered, he pulled my body in closer to his an kissed my forehead.