Beautiful Disaster

Ten.

"Zer?"

"Zera.. you can't just leave me hanging here can i get some kind of answer..."

I snapped out of it. This is real. Niall, Niall James Horan, wants to marry me Zera Elizabeth Williamson. I couldn't wrap my head around this why would some one want to spend their life with me.

"Are-Are you sure you want this?" he seemed taken back, as he should have, by my answer. 

He let out an awkward laugh "Yes I'm sure, love. Zera Elizabeth you have me on the edge of my seat at all times. I never know what you are going to say or do. I love it and i love you. I love when you wake me up with little kisses in the morning. I love how you handle yourself. You seem to have it all together."

"I don't though Niall I'm a disaster..."

"You're my beautiful disaster and I promise I will spend everyday for the rest of my life trying to fix you. And love if i can't, then i want to live with you in your disaster of a life. I want to be by your side through it all." tears started to stream down my face "So Zera will you marry me?"

"Yes. Yes. A million times YES!" he slipped the ring on my finger and kissed me picking me up and spinning me around. 

I looked at the ring "Mrs. Zera Horan" I smiled.

"It does have a nice ring to it" Niall said kissing me again "Well Mrs. Horan put some clothes on and lets go get some food before you have to catch your plane." 

The smile fell from my face. Shit that's right I'm going back to Sturgis in a few hours. What are we gonna tell the boys. Oh god what am I going to tell Zoe. 

I slipped in to a pair of of ripped up jeans and a black tank top. I walked out to meet up with the rest of the boys when Harry ran up to me picking me up and jumped up and down. 

 He tried his hardest to whisper so Zoe wouldn't hear him "Zer! I'm So happy for you two!! I knew he had the ring for awhile but i didn't think he was going to pop the question so soon!" 

Zayn and Louis came up and hugged me too quietly congratulating me. 

Then Liam came up to me and gave me a long hug. Whispering in my ear "Are you sure you are ready to do this?" I pulled out of the hug looking at him so confused. Does he not want me and Niall together?

Liam walked to the door "Come on lads and ladies" he held his hand out to Zoe making her giggle "Lets go get some lunch!" we all walked behind him. Me and Niall were the last to leave the apartment. I stopped him for a minute.

"Niall are you sure you want to marry me?"

"I've never been so sure of anything in my life, love" He grabbed my hand and kissed my forehead.

"Well since you already told the boys when we get back from lunch i think we need to sit down and tell  Zoe."

" I agree. I wonder how she is going to take it?"

"I think she will be thrilled to have some one like you around. I know I am. Now lets go before they leave us behind!"

We skipped down the hall catching up with everyone. As we got in the elevator I felt all eyes on me and Niall. The boys couldn't contain their smiles. Well all of them except Liam who is sending me nasty glares. What the hell is up his ass?

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We are heading back to hotel room just another hour before we have to leave. My nerves are kicking in. How is Zoe going to handle this? What happens if we don't get married she will be crushed. We never had a stable family. I mean after Zoe was born our dad split and mom started using and whoring around more. I had to raise Zoe. She was the most important person in my life. I just hope this doesn't hurt her. 

We made it up to the room and the boys each went in to their rooms.

"Zoe can you come here for a minute?" I can already feel myvoice cracking.Niall puts his arm around me.

"We can do this." He kissed my temple.

"Yeah whats up!" she came bouncing in to the living room area.

"Well," I cleared my throat "Me and Niall have some big news for you." I looked at Niall.

"Well Zoe you know i love your sister very much and well I asked her to marry me."

The look on her face was priceless. She seemed more happy hearing this than she was when she first met the boys. She began squealing and jumping up and down on the couch causing the boys to come out of their rooms.

"So I'm guessing you told her?" Harry laughed. 

She continued to squeal. She then jumped off the couch and in to Niall's arms. She held him for a while then I noticed that she was crying.

She looked up to him her blue eyes soaked in tears. "I'm so SO happy that you are marrying my sister but you have to promise not to ever leave us. Okay?" He pulled her in for another long hug. 

"I promise i will be here for the both of you forever. You never have to worry about anything. Okay?" 

She pulled out of the hug and wiped her eyes "Okay" She grinned back. "Does this mean i get to be the flower girl!!" we all laughed.

I gave her a big hug "Yes Zoe this means you get to be the flower girl."

"I hate to break up the hug fest" Liam chimed in "But we need to get the girls to the airport."

I shot him a glare and he shot one right back. Why is he all ofa sudden being such an ass. 

"Come on Zoe" I grabbed her hand, "Lets go get your bags."

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AHHHHHH SHE SAID YESSSSSS:D

but whats going on with Liam?! :o

ohhhh shit. 

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