Just Go With It

"She was right all along "

Five days ..... It's been five days since I last talked , last texted , last seen Carter . She hasn't answered none of my calls , texts , and when I would go over there . she was either sleep or she had her mom tell me she didn't feel like talking right now .

After what had happened that night she didn't talk to me the rest of the walk . And when we got to her house she didn't say later Jason , or give my my usual hug . She just walked inside of her house . Not taking one look back at me or anything .

I couldn't help but keep thinking about that kiss . I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch and all . But something about it , and it made me have the urge to have to at least talk to carter and see what she felt about it . She's probably issued because she's still with Caleb and all and I made her kiss me . But that's the only way you get people to leave you alone on that side of town . Show them what's yours , so I had to or otherwise something bad could have happened .

I sigh and lay down on the couch flicking through channels ; trying to find a way to get her out of my head . That sure as hell wasn't working . I pulled my phone out of my pocket and called Tyler .

" Yo Jason ! Wassup ? " He slurred

" Aye dude , do you have any I can smoke ? " I ask staring at my feet

" I sure do , just stop by and we can get passed cloud nine " he slurred again and I let out a low chuckle . I hang up and put on my shoes . I really hope this works , I sighed . The left to go to Tyler's .

Carter's P.O.V

I can't help it , I feel bad . Not just because I basically cheated on Caleb . But because I keep ignoring Jason . I just can't do it right now . I couldn't even go the whole day at school yesterday without feeling bad for what I did . So before I could even get to third period I had left . I haven't told my mom yet , but she understands I don't wanna talk about it yet .

I can't take this guilt any longer ! I have to tell Caleb what happened . If I don't , I'm just gonna be a wreck for a long while . Maybe I should call him and tell him . I pick up my phone and dial in Caleb's number . I let it go to the first ring them hung up .

No , I can't tell him that way I have to tell him face to face . I stand up from my bean bag chair and go into my closet slipping on yoga pants and my purple hoodie . I grab my phone and head to my moms room .

" Hey mom , I'm gonna go out really quick ... Need anything ? I ask softly , she smiled at me .

" nice to see you out of you're room sweetie , but no thanks I'm alright here " she says and blows me a kiss . I giggle and walk out . I step into my car and drive to Caleb's . I hope he won't be to mad at me . But then again I wouldn't mind if he was , it was my mistake and I shouldn't have done it . Gosh I feel like crap . I tap my fingers nervously on the steering wheel , biting my lip .

When I get to Caleb's I sit in the car for a minute . Thinking of how I'm going to explain this situation to him . I take a deep breath and step out of my car . I go up to the door and knock lightly . A few seconds later a short red hair girl opened the door giggling . I looked at her confused .

" Um is Caleb here ?" I question curiously .

" Yeah ....... But he's busy doing something ... Me " she says with a smirk on her face .

" uh um excuse me ?" I ask and then I heard footsteps .

" baby , who's at the door ?" I look through passed her head and seen Caleb . Nothing but boxers . He seen me and his eyes grew big . Then I noticed how she was dressed . With just a t shirt on .

" carter ! " he shouts and the closer I heard his voice the more I would back away from his door .

He came outside and stood on his porch .

" Carter wait ! What are you doing here !? " he asks trying to get closer to me . I keep backing up ; tears threatening to spill any second I blinked .

" Carter I swear to you it's not what it seems " he pleads and I shake my head . I look back at the girl and she was smirking ; biting her lip ..... Whore

I let out a pathetic chuckle and opened my car door .

" We're done " I tell him and get inside my car .

I drive off and let the stupid tears fall . Yup , I've been played . I had to admit , now I really don't feel bad for kissing Jason . Who knows how long he's been fucking that slut . probably cause he couldn't get anything from me . Good thing I'm stubborn then .

I get home and I run into my house . I ran upstairs into my room and threw myself on my bed . I cried into my pillow . Then I thought about all the things my mom said .

She was right all along .

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