I'll Love You For Always { A Zalfie Fanfic }

Zoe

"Louise I'm so excited for tomorrow!" I shrieked on the phone to my chummy Louise. She was driving in the car on her way to London to meet me at the hotel we were going to be sharing. Tomorrow was the first day of Summer in the City and both Louise and I were invited to attend. 

I was excited for two reasons. One, I couldn't believe that Louise and I had been invited to such an amazing event, and two I was excited to meet other Youtubers and all of my viewers. One person I was especially excited to meet though was Alfie Deyes. 

Louise and I had been watching his videos for months and both of us had fallen in love with him. Well at least I had. Louise just wanted to be his friend, what with her being married and all. I really was in love with him though. 

After I had had a tough breakup with my boyfriend Wilf I kind of turned to watching Alfie's videos to make me happier and then I realised how and fit and gorgeous he was. That was when I realised I wanted to be his girlfriend. 

I couldn't wait to meet him in person for the first time. 

"I know you are," Louise said with a warm voice and I coul just tell that she was smiling. 

"When are you going to be here?" I asked walking around the hotel room trying to decide which bed I wanted. I settled on the one closer to the bathroom and placed my bag on it to claim it as mine. 

"Like twenty minutes." 

"Okay see you then!" I said hanging up the phone after Louise had said goodbye. I then set it on the table and laid back on the bed. Tomorrow was going to be such an amazing day. I could already tell. I was so excited to meet Alfie, I really couldn't wait one more second. 

That was when I remembered the little slips of paper that Louise and I had made a while ago to give to Alfie when we first met him. I had kept mine with me at all times in case for some reason we went to the same party or something. 

I picked up my bag and reached in it to find my purse pulling it out. I rumbled through all of my recipets before finding the small slip of paper. I had written a little message on it saying how much I loved him with my twitter handle hoping he would follow me. 

Even though I knew I was a youtuber just like him I felt like I was just his viewer. Like he was so above me and we could never be friends. I really hoped we could be though. That was all I wanted if we couldn't date. I wanted to be his friend. 

Louise showed up right on time, twenty minutes later. She was a bit annoyed when I told her that she got the far bed but in the end she was just glad that we didn't have to share a bed. 

"I'm so excited to see Alfie," I said sitting back in one of the many chairs littered across the room.

"I know you are," Louise said repeating basically the same conversation we had been having for the past month. "Do you remember that party we went to on Fleur's birthday?" Louise asked as she pulled out her laptop and opened the lid. 

"Ya why?" I asked a bit confused. What was Louise on about? That party was like a month ago, what did she have to say about it? 

"Alfie was there," she said nonchalently starting to type something in on her computer. Probably a tweet or something. 

I was shocked. "Wait, what?" I asked sitting up and looking at her. My heart speeding up for some reason. "When did you figure this out? Why didn't you tell me before? Did you see him there? What?" The questiopns just kept flowing out of my mouth without a pause. I was feeling so many emotions right now. The boy that I had obsessed over for months was at a party I was at? Why had I not been told this? 

"I just figured it out on the way here. I was thinking about everyone who was there and I think he was there. I then looked back through his vlogs in the carpark and realised he was there. He was there with this girl named Kimmi, I don't really know a lot about them but I think they were dating back then. He wasn't there for very long, sorry Zo," she said slowly. 

"It's fine," I muttered leaving the bed and walking into the bathroom my eyes filled with tears. I could have met him a month ago. I could have met him. I could have, but I didn't. 

I had to put that behind me though. Tomorrow I was actually going to meet him. I was going to shake his hand and give him a hug and tell him how much I loved his videos and everything was going to be great. We were going to become best friends and we were going to get married and have kids together. 

Sometimes I briefly wondered if I was crazy. I was Alfie Deye's biggest fan and tomorrow was going to be the best day of my life, I just knew it. 

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