Predicable Romance

7.1 Bonus Chapter - The diary

14 febuary 2017,
Today ... I ask him what will he do if I say I love you

He said he dont love me but he said he miss me.

My heart was hurt but I was so happy

Then I continue told him that today at my course I had a converstation in my head

But before I can type any word .. He called my name and say lap you .. Well I didnt understand what he meant so I asked him .. Then he said it is ♡.

I am so happy .. Really happy.. Don't care if he meant it or it just a joke.

Then after that, I told him to guess it but he couldn't figured it out at all

Then I told him what the conversation about

In my conversation, I ask myself
What if I say I miss him.. What would he reply ?
What if I say I love him .. What would he reply ?

Then he told me to ask him ..  And I say to him that he wouldnt honest with me so I continue to tell what my conversation were all about

What if there's someone he like at his school, what would I do?
What if someone love him .. What would he do ?
And what if he gone.. What would I do ?

Of course I didnt tell him the part that "what if he gone" cause I know he would be sad.

Then he answered my thoughts ..
He said .. He think that he dont have and answer the number2 question he said that he would ignore her..

Well .. I'm happy but he really cruel.. But I do think I would do the same.

Then I said to him that he used to have someone he like .. After that he just type "it was long time ago"

Then I continue my thoughts
What if he date someone .. What would happen to us ?

He just smile and say .. He would eat me
I said to him that I would let him eat me

Then after that I ask him is there someone he likes now ?

His reply were

" I think it's you "

My heart were like beating so loud .. And I could feel my face a bit blushing.

Then I ask him .. What if I say I love you ?

Cause I know that like and love are alike but different

He said that he would tell me and It's a secrect.

I'm not sure what he meant but I think he meant that he is the one who going to confess to me ..

Then we chat like always .. Then when we chat about ages .. I said to him that now I realise my feeling for him arent love for a relationship but it was love for daddy.

Then I said that I want candy papa ..

He said to me .. That I was more like his wife than his daughter. Of course I said that I dont want to be his wife cause the only one who like other parties is me .. He don't love me

Then again .. He said It's still a secrect.

Ok then It's fine I think.. So I called him papa again .. He said that he dont want be papa .. He want to be bear doll so that I could hug him....always

I told him that no matter what are you .. I want to hug you ..

Then he told me to be a rabbit doll .. Of course I know that bear eat rabbit but I still ask him why ?

He said that so we could hug eachother forever

My heart are like burst suddenly .. 

But I kept calm and said .. You lie .. You will eat me

In the end of our chat . . He called my name again and say ... "I love you too"

I replied:
"Love you.."