Im Just Darcy. //Niall Horan Fanfic *Finished*

Chapter 15

So I know this is going to be really short but it popped into my head during my Social Studies class so I wrote it down and than Im typing it now.

When you actually write it it seems longer than typing because I type fast so thats probably why this will be shorter because I wrote it first instead of just typing what comes to me.

Also Im not addind onto what I already wrote because I just wanted to get something up so that the readers that I have dont think Im not writing for awhile.

And also its just kind of like a filler chapter like I said and I only wanted one or two major things that are kind of important to happen.

Well actually it is important since its going to lead into the next chapter!!

SO without further ado lets get into the actually book!! ^.^

Darcy's P.O.V

I stood there in shock.

I wasn't sure what I should do.

Should I kiss him back?

I decided against it and just broke away from the kiss.

He looked at me, searching my eyes for any emotion.

"You need to go." I said softly.

I turned and ran back into the little recording studio and locked the door in-case he tried coming in.

"Can I please come in?" He asked through the door. He sounded so hurt.

I had lyrics racing through my mind.

I grabbed my songbook and scribbled them down vigurously.

I needed to sing them for him. He was about to give up and leave any minute so I was rushing.

This was my only way to apologize. So hopefully he'd understand the deeper meaning of the song.

I went to my piano and started playing the notes that went through my head before.

I finally made it to the chorus which would start my "apology."

"I've loved and i've lost, I've loved and i've lost...

Exploooooosions,

On the day you wake up needing somebody and you've learned,

Its okay to be afraid...

But it will never be the same,  it will never be the same."

After I sung the lyrics I had come up with minutes before, I stood up and walked out of the studio to where Niall had watched me through the glass, almost in the middle of them room.

"Im so sorry. I hope you understand."

Before he could answer, I ran up the stairs. I ran all the way up to my room and closed the door.

Ive got to admit, I kind of did start to have a crush on Niall. And maybe someone else but it didn't matter.

All that I was told that night after the hospital, it'd be too risky to like anyone.

Niall could find out.

I could hurt him.

I could hurt so many people in the process.

My lifes not safe anymore.

I grabbed my phone and looked for Niall's contact.

I sent him a quick text that would probably break any friendship we could have had.

"Goodbye Niall."

video of her singing on the side!!

xoxo