Quote:"Smile cause you're beautiful" ~ anon
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I looked at the paper in front of me. The very same paper that I signed only about 7 months ago. I saw Kris Jenner look at me, long with everyone else in the room. Everyone was holding their breath, all waiting for the moment I sign the paper. I lifted up the pen and signed my signature at the bottom of the page.
“Thank you very much, Dr. Young” said Kris Jenner and she gave me a smile and I just nodded.
Everyone around me stood up and left the room, I just sat there and stared at the paper. For some reason- I felt empty. Like there was this pit at the bottom of my stomach and I didn’t know what to do. I really like Harry.
“What’s wrong?” I heard Spencer ask me and I looked at her and saw that she had stayed behind and was looking at me with sadness in her eyes.
“Uh, nothing. I have to get back to work” I said gathering my stuff.
“You know, if you really liked him; you could’ve waited out for a little longer” she said looking at me with sad eyes.
I shrugged and looked at her “How do you tell someone you love them when their attention is to someone else or when words fail you?”
She looked at me and I noticed something in her- she was upset and maybe a little broken.
“There always a different way to tell someone you love them- sometimes words do fail you and you have to find an alternative way to say it. Just don’t give up so easily” she said.
“Are you and Niall okay?” I asked her and she gave me a sad smile.
“Yeah, we’re just doing fine” she said and gave my hand a squeeze and walked out.
There’s always a different alternative.
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I walked into the ER to see my intern waiting for me.
“Stats Ross” I told him while I looked as I slipped on my gloves while I waited for the ambulance to come.
“19 year old male- GSW (gunshot wound) to the lower abdomen” said my intern Ross and I nodded.
“You okay Dr. Young?” He asked me. I looked at him and shrugged.
“Just peachy” I said as I saw the ambulance come into view and I jogged over and took my patient to the OR room.
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*later that night*
“I mean is it bad that I really like him?” I asked taking another shot and Sophia looked at me skeptically.
“I don’t think so” she said and asked the bar tender to give me a glass of water- I was on my 9th shot.
“I mean, he’s dating that skank and I feel so ugly next to her. Like I know I shouldn’t compare myself to her. But he chose her over me and I guess I should be happy for him…” I whispered out the last part.
“But what?” Sophia asked me as she gave me the glass of water.
I looked at the empty shot glass with sad eyes “I’m not happy for him at all. I know this was a PR stunt, but I really like him”
I leaned my head on her shoulder and quietly sobbed and she put her arms around my waist and brought me closer and just let me cry. The bartender gave us a couple of weird stares but let it pass.
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*Next Day*
“Looks like Harry Styles has finally gone out in public with his present girlfriend Kendall Jenner!” said the TV host on E! News. I groaned and rested my head on the back of my couch.
“The new couple went out to the movies and was seen cuddling in the corner and having a laugh. It looks like Harry Styles if finally settling down with Ms. Kendall Jenner. Other reports state that Harry will be showing up on Kendall’s show- Keeping up with the Kardsashian” she continued to say.
“Settling down my ass” I snapped and my cat looked at me with sleepy eyes “Why can’t I be like you? Uh Lexie?” I said to my cat and she just meowed at me and jumped off.
“Rude” I muttered underneath my breath.
I heard my phone ring and I groaned and I let it go to voicemail- again.
“Kennedy- I know you’re home and you need to answer your damn phone- we need to talk!” said my best friend Jack. He and a bunch of other people have been calling me to get off my damn ass.
The truth is I didn’t want to get up. I was living in sweats for the past 3 days and I didn’t want to talk to anyone.
I heard my door knock and I groaned “Go away!”
“Uh, Dr. Young is Shane Ross” I heard my intern say and I got up confused.
“What are you doing here?” I asked him as I opened up the door. He took a step back clearly shocked to see me in this state.
“The hospitals have been paging you and they don’t know what’s happened to you” he said as I let him in.
“Well, why aren’t you at the hospital right now?” I asked him as he sat on my couch.
“We’re worried about you” he said bluntly.
“Don’t”
“You look awful" Ross blurted out and I glared at him and he frowned quickly realizing what he just said.
"I'm sorry" he quickly said.
"It's fine, I look horrid" I sighed and sat down "I haven't slept or eaten right in 3 days"
"Why?" he asked sitting next ot me and I sighed.
"I don't think I ever told you guys..." I mused.
"What? you and Harry Styles?" he asked and I nodded.
"Well let me tell you the full story- a life lesson built into this one" I said and he smiled and sat back.
"So it started on May 12th" I started
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I know i haven't updated in a while. i 'm sorry. i have no excuse this time.
i'm sorry if this chapter sucked...
Listen to the song with this chapter>>>>>>>
there's a picture on the side of Kennedy's INtern
Anway i hope you like this chapter.
lots of love!
~Chriss xx
NEXT UPDATE: WEDNESDAY
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The Back- Up Plan (Harry Styles) Book 3~
Fiksi Penggemar~Book 3~ "What do you mean i'm the back-up Plan?" I asked them. "Your going to be Harry's 'fake' girlfriend, until Kendall is ready to go out in public with him" said John. "So does that mean we have to be all cuddly, and actually be couples?"...
