The One [ 4OU TOUR ] | Ethan Dolan

F O U R T E E N

"Love you too Eth" I say, hanging up the FaceTime call.

The tour was almost half way over and the boys were in Milan. I missed both of them so much.

I was just craving Ethan. Just to be near him, touch his warm body  and smell his cologne.

It was hard, but I was getting through it. School was distracting me enough and I was happily living my boring life in New Jersey.

It was a Thursday night, and I was watching an episode of Vampire Diaries on my laptop. I squinted at the time on my phone to realized it was 2 in the morning.

Shit. I have school tomorrow.

I brushed my teeth, throwing up my hair into a messy bun before sliding into the warm covers of my bed.

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It was Friday night and I was trying to finish math homework so I didn't have to worry about it.

Yes, it was Friday and I was doing homework.

But my two main sources of fun were across the world, and I haven't made a lot of friends at school yet.

I was finishing a factoring questions when Grays name lit up my phone, buzzing quietly against my desk.

I answered the call and brought the phone up to my face.

"Hey gray what's up?" I asked, "isn't it like 1 in the morning over there?"

"Ya" he sighed

"Gray... What's wrong" I say, always being able to tell when there's a problem.

"Look B, I don't even know if I should be telling you this" Gray started, "and if I tell you, you have to promise you didn't hear it from me."

"Ok gray just spill" I say, fully alert now, my back straight up in the chair.

"I hate being a snake, but you need to know. I just walked in on Ethan and another girl"

I almost dropped the phone. My heart stopped and my throat felt like sandpaper. I tried to speak but the words weren't coming out.

"I left before they noticed but I don't know what to do. Blair I'm so so sorry" Gray said gently.

"Blair? You there?" Gray said a few seconds later.

"Ya....ugh thanks for telling me Gray. I really appreciate it" I say, as silent tears stream down my face through my shaking voice.

I hung up the phone feeling paralyzed. I didn't know what to think. I didn't know what to feel. And it didn't help that I couldn't do anything about it.

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The next few days were really hard. My body ached and every moment where my brain wondered off to the subject of Ethan I felt like bursting into tears.

I kept declining  all of Ethan's face times and calls and messages.

He only started to try more when he realized I was ignoring him.

I decided to listen to the voicemails to delete them. As much as I was upset, I still wanted to hear his voice.

"Babe, I don't know what's going on, or why you're ignoring me. Maybe your phone is broken who knows, but B please, just talk to me. Answer my calls. Anything please. Ughhhh I guess Bye."

My heart just hurt even more hearing the message. I pressed 7 so the message deleted right away. I had to be strong.

There was only 5 days left of tour before Gray and Eth would be coming home. I needed to at least hold out until then.

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