The One [ 4OU TOUR ] | Ethan Dolan

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(this is my inspiration for my main character! she is a Youtuber and her real Instagram is @mel.joy if you wanted to look at her haha)

"So how was your week, Blair?" Cathy, my psychiatrist said blandly from her leather office chair.

I was dazed off staring at the dead plant across the room placed in front of the bland coloured walls. I hated coming here, it was literally a form a torture.

"Good, I'm feeling emotionally stronger everyday" I say back, twirling a piece of my light brown hair between my fingers.

Complete lies.

But I will say whatever I need to get out of coming to this place.

"I'm glad. Going through such a traumatic event at the age of 16 can really effect some people for their whole life. You're handling it very well. I'm proud of you Blair" she gave a slight smile, before quickly scratching something down on the paper in front of her.

"Ya well, I'm doing the best I can" I say, staring at the clock waiting for the hand to move faster.

"Your PSD seems to be getting better. Any more nightmares about the night of the car crash?" Cathy said softly, looking over the brim of her glasses.

Every night.

You don't get over your parents dying right in front of you in a few months.

"No. And I've finally stopped blaming myself for the night. Now that the asshole that decided to drink and drive is behind bars I can start living my life again" I say bitterly.

"Thank you for your time, Blair"

I was already out of my chair before she finished her sentence. When I reached the sleek doors of the black SUV, I yanked the passenger side open and slid in beside my aunt.

" How was today?" my aunt Rene asked, pulling out of the parking spot.

" You mean how was wasting my time talking to that crack head you pay every week. It was wonderful" I say, swiping my phone and checking my social media.

"Blair. Hastings." my aunt scolded, gesturing to the back.

"Oh hi Loren, how was school? I didn't even see you back there" I say turning to face my starry eyed cousin.

Since both of my parents died in the car crash, I've been living with my Aunt Rene, Uncle Andy, and two cousins Loren, who is 13 and Cody, who is only 11 months old.

They are really great to me and treat me like their own. I don't think I would have survived the last few months without them.

"School was alright. This little girl had the audacity to say that the Dolan twins were ugly. UGLY?" She paused for dramatic effect. "I was not having any of it, so I punched her in the gut. Got a 10 minute detention but it was totally worth it"

I couldn't contain my laughter. If it was possible to be completely obsessed with the Dolan Twins, Loren was 10 levels passed that. I didn't even know these guys existed until she showed me pictures.

They were attractive and my age, but honestly I hadn't thought much more about it.

I opened snapchat and sent a picture to my 2 best friends from back home, Olivia and Finn with the dog filter.

It was kind of a big adjustment, packing up and moving all the way from Nebraska to Neptune, New Jersey but I wasn't forced to go to the new high school, which was making the transition a lot less stressful. I would finished my high school online with occasional tutoring sessions.

My thoughts were interrupted by the car pulling up into the driveway of the Dawson's. I'm still a Hastings, but this was starting to feel like home.

"I have a surprise for you Lo, it's waiting on the kitchen table" my aunt said before Loren jumped out of the car and ran into the house to go investigate.

I collected my purse and headphones before following everyone inside.

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New story ahhhhh :D

Hope you all enjoy, and are having a good day!

Idk if I should keep going with this but I'm going give it a try lmao

All the love,
- M xx