Cure of Night

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It is in the quite of the night that my ungreatful side appears.
It is on this quite night I find myself in tears.

I find myself aching for realease each time I'm left alone,
I find myself aching for someone to make me feel like I'm at home.

But I am stuck here in this dark room,
Raiding YouTube.
Looking for a cure.

What cure?
The cure for pain and depression and death.
Suicide.

The path to make it stop.
The thoughts of writtig a letter and finally doing it.
But I am weak and selfish so I come crawling back to you.

Disturbing your sleep and healing.
Making you worry about me when I don't deserve it.

It is in this quite dark bedroom on this quite dark night that I let my guilt overcome me.
And I text you just like every night.

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