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Happy balentayms mga beks! Happy 6th Anniv baysrel! Miss ko na kayoooooooo! 😭😭😭

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KARYLLE POV

Reading those love letters that you gave somehow put a small smile in my lips Vice.. pero kasama nito ang pagbuhos ng mga ala alang kailan man di ko na mababalikan pa ..

kaya ngayon ako naman.

Ako naman ang mag susulat ng liham para sayo..

Liham na kailan man ay di mo

Mababasa...

---[the letter]

I want to write because my heart cant take it any more..
I want to write because i cant express whats inside..
I want to write because i know my heart is still aching
I want to write for my shattered heart
I want to write because i know i cant say this to you anymore..

Letters that can speak for me.

Letters that can express what i want.

Letters that can tell you what i really feel.

How should i finish this?

Rather..

How can i start this part?

I dunno even where to start

So lost.

That i dont even know where to go back..

I just want to sit on one corner

Put my head on my knees

Wishing to vanish from all of this..

I want to be free from this pain that im feeling

I dont want this numbness that I am feeling

I want to feel again

I want to be alive again

Alive and breathing and smiling like how i used to be before.

When your still here..

Here

By

My

Side

But i know for a fact that you can no longer be with me.

Cant even hold on you.

Cause i realize that youd never been mine even from the start.

Why?

A question that until now is bothering me.

What will be my answer to this? I dont know, really.

because, whenever i take a one step away from you,

I always found myself coming back.

Though i have all a hundreds of reasons to walk away,

My heart always found a thousand reasons to stay.

So how can i end this love?

I dont even know how to say "goodbye" because i know in my heart i will always come back to you over and over and over again.

How pathetic am i, right? But what can i do?

If my heart still shout your name!

Even tho I am no longer addicted to the possibility of us.

Teach me how to stop.

How to stop loving you.

Teach me how to prepare.

Prepare in coming pain.

Teach me how to go.

Go on without you.

🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗