My school just had another student suicide last week. The girl who commited it was a good friend of my girlfriend and I. Yesterday was her funeral. Around 3am my girlfriend started texting me saying how she wants to die and how life is just to hard. I have spent all day texting her telling her that she is loved and that people will miss her especially me. I am so afraid to loose her it makes me want to cry just thinking about it. To be honest i plan on spending the rest of my life with her. She is my other half. If she does do it i will never be the dame again. I will never be able to ever moove on from her. She is my everything. I will end up slipping back into my old ways again which is terrifying. I will just become empty. I will just give up trying to get better. I will let my depression take over again i will let it take control over me. With out her i am nothing besides an empty numb emo who is worth less. I hope your reading this babe because i mean all of it.
