I cant barely stand the reality of whats been going on lately. My girlfriends depression has gotten way worse along with mine. She has gotten so much more suicidal. Everyone is saying her commiting suicide is inevitable no matter how much i try to prevent it for happening. I still cant stop trying because once i do i will start shutting myself down. When i shut myself down i dont eat i barely sleep i dont talk to anyone i give up on trying to be happy i start cutting again i die inside. I need her to survive. Babe if you are reading this please please please stsy strong everyone needs you.
