Mr. Howell // Dan Howell x Reader

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The next morning, I mosey around the house trying to get ready. I put on comfortable sweat pants and my favorite Hoodie. Not caring if I have any kind of makeup, I lay on my bed until it's time for me to leave. I honestly feel like shit and just want to sleep, but you know, Dan's already pissed at me.

I hear a slight knock on the door, "I'm not hungry, mom" I grumble, rolling over.

"I'm prefer daddy" A deep voice beckoned.

I turn and see Phil. I roll my eyes, "nice Phil"

Phil sits on my bed, "hey, are you up for coffee?"

I shake my head and cuddle my pillow.

"Tea?" Phil asks

I nod, "That would be nice"

Phil hugs me and whispers, "but you'd have to get up"

I groan in response, not wanting to get up.

Phil rubs my back, "babyyyy"

I whine, "fine, but your buying"

He giggles and mumbles something. I sluggishly get out of bed, and hold Phil. He rolls his eyes playfully, "come onnn"

I sigh and walk out if my room, Phil presumably following not far behind me. As I walk down the stairs, I see my mom making waffles. Surprised she's not at work, I ask, "Mom? Why are you home?"

"Do you not want me here?" She teases

"No, I'm just surprised," I respond. "I thought you were only off Friday"

Her smile fades quickly, "yes, but I changed that. It's going to be the next two weeks because I can't function well"

I nod in response, frowning. Friday was the anniversary of the day that changed my mom and I's life forever.

Phil nods, "I'm here for you Mrs. (Y/l/n)"

My mom smiles softly, "thank you, Phil"

I squeeze his hand a bit tighter, whispering to him, "Let's go"

He nods in response, walking out of the kitchen and into the front room. He opens the door and we step outside. I cuddle his arm sadly. He sighs, "it's gonna be okay"

I hate that phrase. It's not going to be okay, I've gotten myself into too much trouble.

Phil directs me into his car. I suddenly fall the ground in tears.

Flashback

I am in the car with my little sister Angelica, my dad, and my mom. Both my sister and I are in the back, half asleep. Angelica had her head rested on my shoulder. I hummed to her, as my eyes were dosing.

Suddenly we two bright head lights flash and my parents eyes flash in fear. My ears ring.

"(Y/N)!" Phil shakes me.

I am rocking on my bottom, then I suddenly jump into his arms, "Phil, I can't" I cry

Author's note: Dun dun duuuun. Lol, anyway, hello. Thank you guys so much for 12.5k!