Scarred (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter/15

I was a complete mess. Dad went completely mental telling me how he told me so and that he desperately wanted to get his hands on 'that boy of mine' and show him how to treat a girl. Honestly I'm not even gonna lie, I would take him back in a instant but I wont. I fell so hard for him and its been thrown back in my face.
I was upstairs on my iPad when the doorbell rang. I jogged downstairs but mum had already answered.

I recognised the voice.

"Hi, Mrs Mares-" he started

"Please, call me Val" my mum politely replied

"-Val. I was just wondering if C-Chloe was in?"

My mum turned around as I leaned myself enough over the banister so she could see my face. I shot her a glare and shook my head, I couldnt face up to Harry. Not yet.

"She's um, look I'm not going to sugar-coat it love. She just doesnt want to see you right now, you really hurt her and the last thing she needs is you apologising. I'm sorry"

"I ah I understand" he sighed "Can you give her this though?" He hadned my mum a small envelope

"Will do, Harry" She smiled

"Thank you" He walked off

I jogged down the rest of the stairs and took the white, average sized envelope from her. I ran back up to my room, jumping on my bed and staring at the white paper.

Chloe,

I don't know what to say. I'm a fuck up, a total fuck up in life. I took you for granted, I thought that because you were just the most amazing girl that you'd forgive no matter what, I didnt deserve you. Fuck you didnt deserve to be stuck with me, you should have so much better. I just want to make it clear that I didnt try anything with Lucy, we only texted. I asked for more but she refused-obviously. I dont know why I did? I guess that's just a part of the old me I still havent managed to shake off yet. I'm just not used to being stuck down to one person, fuck that sounds so selfish. But it's true. But God please dont think I dont love you. You are the most amazing girl I've ever met. You're the first girl I've ever fallen in love with, but I dont want to put you through the fact that I will probably do something with another girl, It's just what seems normal with me. One day I will learn and hopefully settle down but I dont want to put you through that just now, you mean too much to me. I know you're probably still pissed off but I want to stay close with you, we can still be friends. I still love you Chlo:)

P.S Turn over.

I flipped over the crisp bit of paper and there was more..

I never told you the real reason of that necklace, did I? Well, my dad gave it to my mum as a present. And when they spilt up, my mum gave it to me, she said that I was to give it to the girl that I fall completely head over heels with. With the way I acted it probably seems stupid, but it's you. I fell completely in love with you. So please, keep the necklace.
I love you always.

H .xx

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