Scarred (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter/5

"HARRY.." I screamed running over to him. He didn't move. I ran downstairs to the bathroom to dampen a cloth and found a note,

'Just popped out to the shops with Gemma, be back soon x Anne'

ugh really

I jogged up the stairs with a few damp clothes and some bandages I'd found when I was raiding the cupboards.

I opened Harry's door and found him sitting up crying.

"Chloe, I.." He spoke through his tears.

"Shh" I literally had no idea what to do? I placed the damp cloth up his arm dabbing it on the cuts, I noticed there wasnt only new ones, he had previous scars as well.

"Why do you do this?" I asked clueless.

"It helps me. It's my fault my life is a fuck up Chloe, so I take it our on myself." He spoke, hesitant between words.

"How long?"

"Since I was 15" .. "I cover the scars with these bracelets, that's why you've never noticed them before" by this point most of the blood was away now,

"Harry please promise me you wont do this?"

"I cant Chloe, not with Jake and everyone else around now. They'll destroy my life, once again"

"please just consider this? When you feel like you need to cut, just phone me, text me, I dont care if it's 3 in the morning just knock on my door. Just speak to me, take your mind off things?"

"Thank you.. Chlo. Um dont tell my mum though, please? She thought I erm stopped years ago"

"I wont" I promised pecking his lips.

-

I stayed at Harry's again that night, he wasn't in the most stable state.

"I need to go, babe" I said laying my head on his bare chest,

"where?" He spoke lifting his head "I'm visiting my Gran in Newcastle, we're leaving so early so we'll get back tonight"

"Oh. Call or text me then?"

"I will" I smiled.

-

We were about an hour away from Newcastle when my phone beeped signalling a text.

From: Harry

I miss you. x

I smiled.

To: Harry

I miss you too:( Hopefully see you tonight though:) Xx

From: Harry

Have a nice time, love. xx

He was so sweet.

-

We'd spent practically the whole day up North. We left around 10pm so we're just arriving home now, 2am.

As we pulled up in our drive there was loads of people around Harry's house and in about his garden. You could smell the alcohol.

My mum dad and Abbie hurried in the house while I stayed and got my bags in.

"Chloe, baby" Harry shouted walking over to me with a beer bottle in his hand. He was wasted.

"W-what are you doing?"

"having a little party, come join us love" He wrapped his arm around my waste.

"Get the fuck off me"

"what's wrong baby?"

"You're drunk" I spoke harshly.

Just then I noticed Jake coming over to us "This Chloe?"

"Sure is buddy" he fist-bumped him and laughed. Ugh what even is he?!

"I'm leaving"