"It's getting late, I should go" I said getting up from Harry's embrace. We sat the whole day watching movies in his room, Anne or Gemma didnt come in once, I think she might have figured that we kissed as we heard them giggle outside the door after we broke apart.
He sighed "just stay the night? My mum won't mind, I'll get the airbed out and you can take my bed?" I smiled at his politeness.
"Harry I cant, it's your bed, my mum probably wont let me anyway, she's far too protective" I huffed,
"Pleaseeeee" he said getting up and hugging me from behind.
"Fine, I'll ask" I gave in. He lifted me up and started to tickle me.
"thank you Chloeeee" he whispered into my ear pecking my cheek.
Anne walked in and clearly noticed our affections and awkwardly coughed to get out attention "I was just wondering if Chloe wanted to stay again? You're more than welcome" Harry let go of my waist but still stayed close.
"Thank you, I'll ask my parents but they're so protective over me" I said,
"I'm sure they wont mind, it's just 2 friends having a sleepover after all" She smiled, leaving me and Harry in the most awkward position.
"Mum.. We're.." He said in a stern voice,
"I know, I know, I'm just playing about" she laughed "Chloe, I'm sure if I let your mum and dad know they'll understand"
"thank you so much, I hope its not too much trouble"
"not at all darling, Harry'll make you feel at home" she said exiting the room.
"Chloe?" He said, gesturing for me to come over and sit on the bed,
"yeah?" I said looking up at him,
"what do you see in me? I mean after all I told you, you dont even know the half of what I've done to some girls, and yet you dont even hesitate to be around me, I always figured Id end up alone because girls would find out about my past and judge me on it, it's so weird to not be judged for once, even my mum probably still has some hatred towards me"
I rested my head in his neck, wrapping my arms around the top of his arm "Harry. I know what you did in the past was probably atrocious, but I know that you've changed. If you're mum hadnt told me anything about you I wouldnt have even thought, honestly. I get how you havent told me exactly what you did with those um girls but if you do tell I wont look at you differently, you'll still be the same Harry" He rested his head on top of mine and kissed it gently. Its hard to believe he did what he was saying back all those years ago.
"you're the first person I've met who understands me, you know. You're so different"
-
I woke around 10am, in the same bed as Harry. We must have just fallen asleep without knowing. I turned to face him and he was still sound asleep, he fidgeted about then opened his eyes "Chlo" he said in a raspy morning voice,
"morning sleepy" I smiled.
"How long have you been staring at me?" He teased pulling me in for a hug
"not long" I said kissing his cheek,
"you should have woken me, love"
"you're cute when you sleep though" I laughed. He stood up, wearing boxers and and old top, I was still in my shorts from yesterday but I had one of Harry's t shirts on too. "Want to go in town today, babe?" I asked grabbing my phone off the desk.
"what did you say?" He said with a grin
"um, do you want to go in town today?" I repeated, confused?
"Nooo, you called me babe" he smirked,
"oh, yeah, that um sor-" he cut me off
"dont apologise, it was cute, I liked it" he smiled.
-
"Oh god no" Harry whispered opposite me. We went out for lunch to a little cafe in town.
"What?" I asked curiously.
"those boys, they're um my, my old group of friends" I casually turned around and noticed 6 boys walking around laughing, I really hope the didnt notice Harry.
"You must've seen them about before, though?"
"Chloe, before yesterday I rarely stepped foot out that house, I havent seen them in years" he sighed, dropping his head in his hands.
"Well, well, well, look who we have here, Harry is it?" A boy approached us, with the 5 others behind him,
"piss off Jake" Harry spoke harshly,
"who's this Styles? Your girlfriend? Thought you didnt do relationships? Weren't you the one night stand kind of guy?"
"I said piss off for for fuck sake!"
"Harry" I took his hand and I gave him a reassuring look
"what's her name?" One of the boys in the back asked him,
"her, name is Chloe" I said giving him a snide look.
"We should just leave, Chlo" Harry said getting up, intertwining his hand with mine,
"aw, worried she'll find out about your past, Styles?" Jake asked,
"I know about his past, and it doesnt bother me"
"got yourself a desperate one there, Haz" he replied walking up to him,
"Alright enough Jake! Just fucking quit it. Get to fuck and leave Chloe and I alone!" He shouted in his face walking off, grabbing my hand in the process.
-
"Harry, it's fine" I said rushing after him as he stormed through his house,
"No Chloe, it's not. You dont understand, they'll turn me back to the way I was" he screamed running upstairs. I decided to give him some space and find Anne.
"What happened?" She asked worried,
"we um, we bumped into some of his old 'mates' in town. Jake? I think, and he's stressing out now"
"Just give him a while, he'll come back down. Do you want a drink hun?" She smiled,
"yeah I suppose, and please yeah"
-
It had been an hour now since we'd come back from town and Harry still hadn't shown his face. I walked up the stairs quietly incase he was sleeping or something. I tapped on his door, no answer. I opened it slowly and I froze, I saw him, passed out on the bed with a razor and his arms were covered in blood and cuts..
"HARRY.." I screamed running over to his bed.
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Scarred (Harry Styles Fanfic)
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