Scarred (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 32

I haven't head from Harry at all. It's been 2 weeks, Anne is getting so worried, he hasn't showed up and as far as I know nobody's seen him. I wish he would at least text me, he doesn't even know how I feel about it. All I want to do is talk it out with him. I hate how he has done all of this to me, broke my heart, had me in tears.. but I still forgive him. In a way I don't want to but I can't help it, I know it's not best but I love him.

I heard the front door shut so I figured it was Abbie back from her gymnastics class, "Chloe,"

"Yeah?" I shouted jogging down the stairs.

"Have you seen the state your drunk of a boyfriend is in?"

"W-what? What are you on about?"

"There's a party going on at Louis', I think? Everyone's around there."

Okay how does my little sister know about all of this and I don't?!

I grabbed my bag and keys and headed for my car. I didn't bother to text Louis saying I was coming over, i'm sure he'll be alright with it. I pulled up outside of the house, I could already see everyone, drunk as usual. I quickly got out the car and made my way into Louis' house. Boys whistling and shouting things at me on the way, ugh. I searched around for anyone I could recognise until I found Louis looking so stressed in the kitchen. 

"Chloe! What are you doing here? Are you all right?" I could tell he hadn't drank anything, we were probably the only sober ones here.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine. What's going on?"

"My family's out of town. I invited a few people over then Harry and his 'crew' showed up completely hammered, inviting more people until it got to this. I cant get anyone to leave."

"Oh my God Harry's a prick, I can't believe this."

"I heard what happened. He started spilling his feelings to me about an hour ago. He's pretty damn sorry, Chloe."

"I know he is. But he's been gone the past few weeks so I never had the chance to speak to him. I was going to try today but he doesn't even know left from right just now."

"Look i'll go and get him, at least he'll know you're here." I gave him a smile and grabbed a seat in the dining room, nobody was here so it was a break from all the loud noise. I don't even know what i'm going to say to him, he won't understand anything so what's the point?

I saw the door slowly open and low and behold and a completely wasted Harry staggers through gripping onto Louis' shoulder.

"Chloe," he slurred.

"Where the hell have you been?"

"Fuck knows. I needed a break,"

"Well everyone was worried!"

"Nobody could give two fucks about me. Not even you anymore,"

"Harry you know that isn't true. We haven't even had a chance to speak since you told me. You don't know what's been going through my head."

"Probably that i'm a no good cheating drunk of a boyfriend."

"No, actually." I sighed, "I thought about all the times we'd argued, when we broke up, or when you had me crying myself to sleep at night. I remember then that as much as I hated you for doing it to me, I still went back to you. I want you in my life, Harry. I can't live properly without you sneaking into my room each night, I dont like it when I don't see you or when my parents don't let you over. I cant help that i'm in love with you Harry."

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