Scarred (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 30

Harry's p.o.v

I have to tell her, I thought. I have to. We were steady now, I guess you could call us that anyway? But I can't face Chloe when she doesn't know, it's killing me. I went down to find Gemma as she's usually good with this sort of stuff, I gave her 'the look' and she followed me upstairs.

"What do you want? I was busy" she huffed sitting down on my bed.

"I need advice, it's about Chloe and I."

"Well what's wrong?"

"I um I did something really bad. She doesn't know yet but I have to tell her, we're serious now and if she finds out from anyone but me I've fucked up. God I've fucked up anyway there's no way she'll forgive me!"

"Look Harry woah," she calms me down. "Talk to her, it's the only way you'll find out. I know you're crazy over her, everyone does. It'll be okay." I sigh giving her hug. Even if everything goes wrong it's better I tell than I don't.

I pulled my boots on and grabbed my phone from the kitchen shouting bye to Mum and Gemma. I just need to clear my head, go on a drive and just forget everything.

I make my way down the path when just what I didn't want to happen does. Chloe's there.

Shit.

I can do it now or wait, I thought.

"You alright?" She asks giving me a hug.

I lean in and kiss her lips gently rapping but arms around her waist. "I'm good, I guess. Look Chloe I need to speak to you."

Her face dropped slightly, she looked scared. "W-what is it?"

I took a deep breath in, I could see my Mum peering through the window. Great. Gemma must have told her. "I um, I need you to know that I love you, I love you so much and I would do anything for you. None of that will ever change."

"Harry just spill it."

"I can't even remember when it was, last month I think. You were with Louis, staying at his. We were together but we weren't. I was pissed off and annoyed, and I didnt have you to turn to, usually you'd help it but I couldn't when you were with Louis. So I- I went over to Laura's to ask what I should do about us. There was only her and lots of her friends, she was drunk, and I mean drunk. She didn't know what was going on, fuck she couldn't even remember my name at points. I didnt know what I was thinking and I just thought it was what I needed, I took advantage of her being totally fucked and pissed and I slept with her. I was a fucking prick I swear to God I hate myself for it, Chloe. I left when she fell asleep, she doesn't even remember it. Please don't fall out with her. She didn't know what was going on. It's my fault so blame me. I'm so sorry Chloe."

She stood there, motionless. A few stray tears ran down her face. You've really went and done it now, Harry.

"I-I need to be alone." She ran off up her path and before I could even blink she was gone.

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SO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT!!

But omg I SAW THE BOYS ON TUESDAY! It was literally the best night of my life, Harry threw is water all over me and my friends and we were blowing kisses at each other. And cause he was really sick he was mainly around our side of the stage (we were right at the barrier at the front on the left) and we did his thing when niall goes 'sssss' (he wasnt singing it but we did it because he was over our side) then started making fun of us for copying him when he was using his microphone as a fishing rod and honestly it was just the best night of my life I just want it to happen again and again!!

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