Dancer ♣ joshler

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Nora scoffed and Joshua sighed turning his head back to me. He slowly put his hand on my back and his head on top of mine.  I wanted to smile but I didn't want him to know I'm not sleeping. I felt his breathing in my hair. His fingers moved and my skin shivered. His leg moved over mine and rested there. My eyelids slowly dropped again.
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"Tyler."
Someone whispered. "Tyler." I moved slowly, groaning. "Wake up, they will be checking your room soon."  Joshua said. I jumped. "Oh my God." I covered my face with my hands. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to..."
"It's fine." he chuckled and picked on his socks. "I don't mind." he said quietly. "I should probably go now, I don't wanna be making trouble my second day." I smiled while getting up. "You won't give me a hug?" Joshua pouted and I almost melted. "Okay." I smiled shyly and wrapped my arms around him, he did the same. "Bye Tyler." he said while not letting go. "Bye Joshua." I chuckled not letting go either.
"I really do have to go now Joshua."
"Okay Tyler."
He let go of me and I left the room. I turned around to see Joshua play with his curl as he closed the door behind me.
I ran to my room and quickly closed my door. I took my shirt off and plumped down on my bed. I groaned loudly and turned around so I was looking at the ceiling.

Why is this boy with red hair in my head?

I couldn't think anymore. I couldn't bear this. Tears formed in my eyes and I started bawling my eyes out.
I don't know why I'm crying.
I can't be like this.
I just started school I have to focus. I can't let this red haired boy with soft hands and a beauiful smile and muscles distract me.

Oh my God.

I think i like Joshua.

I swear to god if this story has less reads than notes I will scream because notes is trash.