Broken -Destiel-

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"Deeeaaann" I yelled while jumping on top of his sleeping body "Deeaann" his eyes shot open and he looked around until his eyes landed on me "Deeeaan"
"What Cas?!"
"Sammy gave me coffee. A lot of it" I said really fast. He looked behind my body and glared at Sam who was in the doorway of Dean's room. "Why?"
"Let's do something!!"
"Cas, stop yelling. It's too early for this" he said. I took the clock from his night stand and put it right up in his face "it isn't early, it's 2 in the afternoon, get up and let's do something!!"

Sam laughed from behind me and I heard him walk down the stairs "you're talking really fast" Dean said as he looked at me with a smile
"And too much" he grabbed a fist full of my shirt and pulled me down to kiss him. I tried to make out with him but he pulled away fast "oh my god, Cas what Sam gave you was definitely not coffee" I tilted my head and squinted my eyes "what is it?" I asked
"I dont know" He got up, grabbed my hand and walked me down the stairs. I stopped where I was once we got off the stairs. he turned around, very confused "what?" He asked "what if he poisoned me?" I asked dead serious, but he started laughing. I stomped my foot on the ground to get his attention and my eyes started to tear up "Dean" I cried "what?" He asked, obviously trying to hide his smile "I'm going to die. This is it, I can feel it" he burst out laughing again and I fell to the floor, bawling my eyes out

"Why don't you care! I'm dying and all you're doing is laughing!!" I tried to crawl away but I felt him pull me up by my armpits "Cas, Cas it's okay. We'll go talk to Sam and I'll show you that he never poisoned you, alright?" We were face to face now "okay" I sniffed

"Sam, what did you give Cas?" He asked "coffee?" He smirked "Samuel, what did you give me" I asked, slamming my fist on the island that was in front of him. He jumped at the sudden action and I felt Dean's arms wrap around me "we know it isn't coffee, coffee doesn't taste like that so just tell us what it is. He thinks you poisoned him" Sam busted out laughing too, just as Dean did before and I turned around in Dean's arms so my face was in his chest and I started to cry again.

"Sammy" he said, I could feel him trying not to laugh with Sam "what did you put in it?"
Sam calmed down a bit and took a deep breath "it's just alcohol and an energy drink. I was doing it for a little project but when Cas asked to drink it, I didn't say no" he chuckled again. I sniffed and turned to face Sam "so, I'm not going to die?" I aske in a low voice. "Of course not, I wouldn't let you drink it if I knew it was dangerous" I got out of Dean's arms and sat on the floor "can we go get ice cream?" I asked
Dean looked at Sam and raised his eyebrows "want to?" He asked "hell yeah" he said back
I shot my arms up in the air "shotgun"

We all got in the car and it turns out I'm not allowed to go in the front so I'm now lying in the back seat while we drive to the shop to get some ice cream. I looked over to where Sam is sitting and looked at his hair. I sit up so I'm now in the middle seat and lean over to the front seats "can I touch your hair?" I asked Sam. He leaned forward really fast so that I wouldn't "no!" He said. Dean laughed "nobody is allowed to touch Sammy hair. Trust me, if we were I would have cut it by now"
"Shut up, jerk"
"Bitch"
"What?"
"Nothing" Sam and Dean both said in unison
"Okay" I said and reached over to touch Sam's hair as he leaned back "fluffy" I said and Sam jerks forward once again to get away from my touch
"Cas!" Sam said running a hand trough his hair "I said no"
"B-but it looked fluffy" I said, trying not to cry. His face softened "it's okay cas, just don't do it again"
"Okay" I sniffed

"We're here" Dean said "you're not going in when you're like this, so what flavor would you like?" He asked me. I looked back and forth between them "all of them"
"Cas, no. You can only have one"
"Why?" I asked
Dean sighed "because they'll all melt before you finish your first one" he said
"Oh. Well can I have stawberry?"
"Yes" they both opened the door of the car to get out "wait" I yelled, causing them to stop and look behind at me "you're both leaving?"
"We'll be back in a minute, I can't carry three ice creams out and open the shop door"
"Well okay"
They both got out and walked in to the store.

It had gotten hot in the car so I decided to take a bit of my clothes off, leaving me in my boxers. I put my pants and shirt that Dean gave me on the floor of the car and lid down on the seat once again, letting the coolness of the leather make me a little bit colder. It was five minutes later and Sam and Dean still haven't gotten back. I sat up and opened the car door, walking to the entrance of the store. I seen them talking to the guy who was working there while he was getting the ice cream for them. I walked in and they both looked at me, wide eyed and so did the guy working there. "Cas, what are you doing?!" Dean asked as he ran over to me and brought me out of the store and back to the car

"you took too long and I wanted my ice cream so I tried to find you" I looked up at him as he climbed into the back seat with me and closed the door behind him. "Okay but why are you only in my boxers?" He asked as he picked up the shirt on the floor and put my arms through them "I was warm" he then picked up the pants on the floor and fixed them because they were inside out "you're acting like a child" he laughed "am not" I defended, but he didn't fight back

"Dean" I said, getting serious. He turned his attention toward me and stopped fixing the pants "what is it?" He asked. I pointed at my boxer, which were getting tighter "make it stop" I whined "every time I look at you it gets worse". I now had a couple tears falling from my face, but I wasn't crying like I had previously today. I've cried a lot today. "Why is it doing that?"
"Cas, calm down. It's completely normal, you don't need to cry" he wiped my tears away with his thumb. "How do I make it stop?" I whispered, my voice hurting to talk too loud due to the crying. "It'll go away soon, baby" he continued to fix the pants and he put my leg through the holes. As he got closer to the tighter part of my pants he got more hesitant "are you not allowed to touch it? Will it hurt you?" I asked him. He chuckled "man that drink really did something to you, huh?" I tilted my head and looked at him. As he finished pulling up my pants I felt something hit the tight area in my pants. I moaned loudly and grabbed it, squeezing my eyes shut. "Oh god" I heard Dean mutter. Then I also heard the car door open and close again. I opened my eyes and seen him standing outside of the car. I heard him groan a bit then I heard Sam's muffled voice "I got the ice cream De-What's wrong?"
"I hate you so much" he mumbled "that drink you gave him -don't ever do it again- he's having mood swings every ten minutes"
"What's wrong with him now?"
My hand was still on the tightened area and for some reason I thought it would be a good idea to squeeze it like I had done before, I only whimpered this time but it felt so good, I couldn't take my hand away.
"He was afraid we weren't getting his ice cream so he came in, when I was dressing him he got horny and then he started crying. I had to get out after that because he moaned. He moaned Sam and he didn't even understand what was wrong with him. He's like a child" Dean whisper yelled at Sam. I seen Sam duck his head so he could see through the back window. He shot back up and faced Dean " he's holding his crotch" his cheeks tinted red "I know that" he whisper yelled once again. Dean walked to the car and got in the driver's seat "here's your ice cream, Cas" he said. I sat up and took the ice cream, licking it.

Dean rolled down the window "get in Sammy. Everything is fine for now" he got in and we started driving home, well to their house. My eyes started to get droopy and it was getting harder and harder to keep them open. I finished my ice cream and lid back down across the back seat. I listened to Sam and Dean's conversation while slowly falling asleep. They were talking about a car that had just passed them.

I woke up to Dean carrying me up the stairs. He put me on his bed "hey, Cas. Your dad called, he said he would like you home tonight, alright?"
"Mhm" I mumbled "I'll bring you home in an hour"
"My head hurts" I complained
"I know" he chuckled "that's expected"

A/N
I know this chapter sucks but I thought it would be funny to do 😂 I hope you liked it. It will get better, I promise