Something Happens.

Alone once again

(Should know the drill, not my picture because horrible artist..blah blah. Enjoy :) and have a fantastic day ;) )
                  
                  Buttercup
    Doubt, a feeling of uncertainty or lack of conviction. Doubt is what is flowing through me right now. Confused with Butch, uncertain of my sisters leaving, uncertain of how unfair life is.
I watch as Butch move quickly to the dance floor, I realized two things.
1: When did I ever get feelings, I hardly ever get feelings, nor do I want them. Tell me who poisoned me?!
2: I discovered what rejection feels like, and it hurts. A lot.
Why does it hurt when Butch instantly wanted to go to another girl? Why does it hurt to see Butch having a ball with another girl, who's not me? Why does it hurt to see him having more fun than me? Why do I keep talking to myself, and why am I in the mood for some nachos?
    I shake my head to forget these thoughts, and look around the kitchen to see if they have any nachos. 'Just forget this night Buttercup, don't think about it, don't thi- Whoa they have NUTELLA!' I thought grabbing for the nutella jar. My day has instantly gotten better, I can't wait to eat this delicious sweetness. As I was eating the mouthwatering sweet, I got so many stares, looking at my body then at my face. I paused to take a look at the people who were looking at me (basically the whole kitchen). I see them judging me, their eyes picking out the fatness of my body.
    I took the spoon I was eating with...and scooped up a whole spoonful of nutella, and ate it right in front of them, making sure to give excellent sound effects. "Mmmmmmm, Mmmmmmmmm, MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM" I say as loud as I can. I see people giving me eye-widened stares, I see disgusted looks, and I also see looks that also want the nutella jar, but wants to keep their reputation and body in hold. They all turn away from me either to talk smack about me, or just continue on with their conversations.
    Society gets me nervous, sometimes. I don't get the whole, "reputation" thing or judging someone when they don't even know them. Like since when did people start caring about what other people thought?
If people in the stone age acted like society today,"Oh my the sun is smearing my makeup!" or "OMG, the t-rexie like totally ruined my nails." Then let me tell you, humans would be extinct as ever.
    Whenever people talk or judge me, I usually smirk and do some type of pose or action like I did earlier. You know, to at least give them something to look at. I was almost done with the jar of nutella (I know, I know, I eat very fast) when I spotted my sister, Blossom, entering the kitchen searching frantically for something, or should I say someone. She had tears in her eyes. When she spotted me, she ran all the way over to me, and grabbed my wrist, yanking me from my sweet heaven.
     "Wait! Blossom, my nutel-" I was starting to tell her about my nutella jar when she turned around, "Buttercup, I got off the phone with Dad." She started to say, "He's in the hospital." Those 5 words, made my heart jump. If it was someone else, they would have laughed from how ironic it is. "Did you call him? Is he ok? What happened?" I start to question my poor old sister. "We have to go now. Bubble's is already in the car and I already told Brick what happened." She said grabbing my wrist again and leading me towards the car.
    I see Bubble and Boomer in the back seat, tears running down bubble's face while Boomer was trying to comfort her.. Brick was in the driver's seat while Blossom got in. I seat in the way back seat, I notice that Butch wasn't here. "Where's Butch?" I asked curiously.
    "He was too busy grinding the new girl. He wouldn't listen to me." Brick said and started the engine. Pushing his foot on the accelerator, we drove down the neighborhood, the party sounds getting distant. All was left to hear was Bubble's sniffles.
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    When we reached home, we went to the phone and dialed up our Dad. The first time we tried no one answered. We tried once again, and after the third ring, we hear a tired old man's voice on speaker, "Hello?"
    "Dad? Hello? Dad?" Blossom said, in a calm yet anxious voice. "Oh Blossom, Hi are you ok? Why are you calling in?" Dad said in a voice that I couldn't really comprehend. "What do you mean am I ok? How are you? We got a call from the hospital, saying you collapsed in the pharmacy. What happened and what are you doing in a pharmacy?" Blossom said, her voice inching higher and higher. Brick held her in his arms, her back facing him. She struggled to get lose figuratively, Brick whispered something into her ear, and she physically calmed down.
    "Oh, don't worry about that. I was passing by the pharmacy, so I didn't get anything. I guess I was exhausted since I was doing some lab work for the whole week with no rest, I guess my body couldn't take it anymore." Dad explained to us.
    "Are you hurt still? Are you resting? Did the doctor say anything?" Bubbles asked out loud with Boomer still holding her in his arms. "Bubble's honey, I'm good. I'm just getting older, there's nothing for you to worry about. It's only a one time thing. Plus I can't stick around forever, you'll have the boys to protect you," Dad reassured us, the way he said the last sentence made me tense up a little, "Where's Buttercup? I haven't heard any chaos or anything break yet." I smiled at this, I came up from my hiding spot, "Hey Dad, are you sure you're ok?" I said in an caring voice, "Again, I'm good, just getting old." Dad said, I could feel his smile through the phone.
    "Good..." I began, "Because you have no idea how much of a heart attack you gave me! Do you have any idea of what I could've done? I wouldn't moved all the way with Blossom and Bubbles. You can't just scared me like that! I mean like..." I ranted, until I heard laughter at the end of the line.
    "Ok, Ok I'm sorry, next time I'll just tell them to leave my fainted body on the floor." I hear my dad say while laughing. The tension in the air, started to dissolve. We talked to our Dad about the hospital bill (Insurance pays for that), and about Blossom and Bubbles moving closer to him.
    We hung up, since we wanted him to get some rest. I sat down on the couch, I see Bubbles and Boomer hugging each other. Bubbles and Boomer had a relief face. "Boomer, thank you so much for comforting me, tonight. I love you so much!" Bubbles says catching him off guard with a kiss. "Hey, no problem Bubble's, you want to continue this in our dorm? Show me how much you really appreciate me." Boomer said winking, while Bubble heavily blushed. I secretly gagged while they headed out of the door to their dorms.
    "My dad I tell you...I was so worried. I thought something might've happened...I don't know what I would've done..." Blossom says hesitantly. Brick pulls her in for a kiss to stop her rambling. "Don't worry. We're lucky that nothing bad has happened." Brick said after the kiss. "You know Brick, you've always been there for me. I just want to thank you for everything. I love you." Blossom said, while getting up. "Oh, so no thank you, or I love you kiss?" Brick pouted. "Come to our dorm and I'll show you some." Blossom said, making sure to sway her hips while exiting. Brick ran out the door, like a mad man after that.
    3 minutes later, it looks like they left for good. "How are you doing Buttercup?" I ask myself, "Pretty good. Compared to me talking to myself. That song 'Me, Myself, and I' is really based on my life." I answered back at me. I exhaled deeply, 'I'm alone, once again.'