(A/N this one is sad so don't read if you don't like sad stuff)
Hey.
It's been 2 years since I last saw you.
I miss you.
How's LA? How's Toni? The girl you left me for.
I thought you loved me. Gosh was I wrong.
I remember that night you left. You gave me no warning. Just left a note saying 'I'll be in LA, don't call.'
Why?
Why didn't you bring me?
Why did you bring her?
Why'd you leave?
I just don't get it.
You know, 2 years ago today I was going to propose to you. But that night you left, with our year old daughter.
7 years together was a lot to celebrate. But I guess it meant nothing to you.
Now I live alone in our apartment, hoping you'll come home. And hoping that I'll be able to see Kayla again. But I won't. Because without you I have no reason to be here.
Karlie,
Please come home.
I love you.
-Taylor
I cried as I wrote the last line of the 10th email I've sent to my ex-girlfriend today.
She left with no warning, taking my daughter and my sunshine with her.
I hit send and run out the door, not thinking of the cold, December air that would be blowing around me.
I run until my legs can't support me any longer.
I collapse onto the cold ground. Feeling the impact on my head.
I pass out in a cold alley way.
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I wake up, not knowing where I am I get up and start running again. Remembering the events from last night.
I close my eyes.
I can feel the cold air brushing against my face.
I open my eyes seeing that I'm on the streets.
I can see cars and trucks racing by me. Dodging me until.............
Crash.
I can tell I'm either dead or in a coma.
There is a bright light. And voices.
I don't think I'm in heaven.
I can hear people. Doctors, nurses, my mom.
And Karlie.
"Taylor? I don't know if you can hear me but I'm here. Apparently I'm still your emergency contact.
"I don't know why I came. I shouldn't have. You probably don't love me anymore like I do. I left and it was stupid of me to but I needed a break. From everything. Toni left me six months after we got to LA. And Kayla asks for you everyday. How wrong was I to take her with.
I got your email yesterday. That's when I left, but when I got the call from the Hospital today I sprinted from the cab. Taylor I still love you. Please wake up. Princess, I can't live without you in my life." I can feel her warm tear drop onto my hand and I can feel her bend down and lightly kiss my forehead.
In this moment I make my decision to wake up. But not for long.
I open my eyes to see Karlie now asleep in a chair. Her hair now dyed blonde. She has tear stains down her cheeks.
"Karlie?" I whisper.
"Tay?" She jumps up and runs to the bed to hug me.
"I'm so happy your awake. I'm so sorry baby. Please stay with me." She cries.
"No Karlie, I can't stay. This isn't where I belong. Go find Toni. You love her and she loves you." My voice is weak.
"Taylor no! You can't do this! I love you and only you! I don't want to wake up everyday with Toni by my side, I don't want her to raise OUR daughter! Don't forget about Kayla! Everyday she asks where you are! Do you even know how hard it'll be to tell her that her mommy died! I don't want to have to do that!" I lift my hand up to wipe away Karlie's tears.
"Don't wanna live forever babe. Never forget me. I love you." I say before I take my last breath and the monitor falls into a straight line.
"Time of death 03-12-2016"
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Sry for this😂
It's kinda sad but I like it.
:)
