Forced to be Mrs. Styles

~Chapter 21~

It's been three weeks since Harry and I talked about having another baby and here I sit in my doctor's office. The waiting room is a bit small but there aren't that many people in it. I stare off into space knowing Harry is sitting next to me. He's aware my feelings right now as he's holding my hand and his thumb is rubbing mine. I want to be healthy really, I do but there is a small part of me that wonders if I will ever truly be healthy. I mean the last time I was pregnant I did have a heart attack. He's shaking his legs and now he's nervous, this is the first time he'll be meeting my lady doctor. As soon as they call us back he's up before I am. The nurse talks to me like he's not sitting there then she asks me about him and I laugh.

"You're looking at him." I say pointing to where he's sitting across the room from us.

"Oh my, what a handsome man he is." She says flushing

"Thanks I get that a lot."

"I bet." She says and I know she has more she wants to say about him but I'm sure it's not appropriate to tell me.

We get into the room and I sit on the bed table and we wait until she comes in. He looks at me and I know that look. Its fear laced with something I'm not sure about. I know he's unsure because my feelings on this are unsure as well. It's not long before she comes in and instantly she looks at him taking him in. I laugh since he hadn't yet noticed that she's taking him in. She looks at her computer and is clicking away on some of the things and then she turns to me.

"Is this the Mr.?" She asks

"This is Harry, my husband." I say and they shake hands but her eyes linger on him a lot longer than him or I would have liked.

"What brings the two of you to the office today?" She asks but I'm not sure how to ask what I want.

"We want to know that she's healthy to have another baby." Harry says and she looks at him.

"Are you ready for another baby?"

"We are." I say.

"Why is it important that you be healthy?"

"I don't want a repeat of Reese's delivery and I really don't want another miscarriage."

"I can check on your heart but as of now it looks good. I can also check the baby factory as well. I would tell you you're healthy without looking but since you're concerned I want to make sure you get what you want."

She picks up the phone and calls for a nurse to bring her the things she needs and in a matter of a few minutes there are tools on the table. Harry stands above me with his hands on my shoulders squeezing lightly. She does her things and when she's done she looks to me.

"The only thing I would be concerned with is the factory is a little swollen."

"Girl time is next week." I say and Harry groans causing both of us to laugh at him.

"What I want you to do is after this pack is done don't take anymore. It may take a month to get out of your body but after that you'll be good to really try. I don't want you to get discouraged if it's not something that happens right away. I also hope for your sake it's a girl."

"That's the main reason we're trying again. We would like a girl but we understand that's not how things work."

"Give me a call when you think you're pregnant I will be sure to see you."

Leaving her office, I'm filled with butterflies that we're ready for another baby. Harry chats aimlessly about it and I have to laugh at him since this is the first time we've ever discussed having a baby. Every other time it just happened. I'm glad we're at this point in our relationship where it's more open and we're able to discuss everything. We pick the boys up and head out to the park. They all run off their energy and Harry laughs a lot. Jax is getting big and eventually he's going to be taller than me. Reese is doing well also and I'm glad things have caught up and he's talking and running. He had a slow start but he seems to be doing well.