Forced to be Mrs. Styles

~Chapter 25~

Together forever is something we can only hope for. Once we have it I have found that it's hard to keep and work at it. Sometimes we're proven wrong about the one's we thought we loved and sometimes we get the best partner life should offer us. When Harry and I first got married I feared him, of the man I thought he was. He played off as the bad boy who did what he wanted, with whoever he wanted. I on the other hand was the opposite of that, I had only ever had one boyfriend. He wasn't all that great but he was something special to me. I never knew about a lot of things in life but the day I married Harry was the day I knew I wasn't sure about this life. It's not every day you met and marry the person who is now supposed to take over your care.

We had a rough start when it came to things like sex and love. I wasn't in love with him and he was the last person I wanted to sleep with. The longer we were together the more I felt like just maybe this could go somewhere. That's when I found out I was pregnant for the first time and he cheated on me, all in the same day. I was devastated knowing this was the man I married and now I wasn't sure I could love him. After that happened we gave things a real go, but after prom we graduated and I caught him sleeping with my best friend. Once he was out of the house I thought about how that wasn't love and I didn't know that I loved him. There is always more news on the horizon when I kicked him out I found out shortly later that I was once again pregnant.

Our boy Reese was born and Harry and I worked a lot of things out but I know he's the man for me. It may have taken him cheating twice and me being pregnant twice to figure it out but by then I was so far vested I couldn't just walk away. We also adopted a boy named Jax, Harrys' first son that he knew nothing about. After his mother died from cancer we took him in and now he's been a big help with Reese. As time goes on the boys age and now that Reese is almost two, Jax is almost six. Harry and I planned the next phase in our life and that included adding another child to our already growing bunch. We however never expected to get two boys at the same time. We've been blessed up until now and I can't say that I would want this any other way. This leads me to the here and now.

Today I'm nearing 26 weeks and I can barely move as these boys are growing rapidly. I'm not sure how much more I can take of this but I know it will be well worth it. As soon as we get the boys off to school and daycare Harry and I are sitting with a realtor talking about a much bigger house. I have a feeling that no matter what there will be at least one more Styles baby. I can't help my need for a girl, but at this point the outcome is looking bleak. The realtor sits across from us and she's looking at a few different places before she hands them to us.

"I thought these would be a good start but what is it you're really looking for in a home?"

"Right now, we are looking for a home with at least four to five bedrooms. We want the kitchen to be open so that we can see into the living area. I need there to be a rather large yard out back so that they will have plenty of space. I also am looking for a place that is not a fixer upper, the newer the better. I also would like there to be a finished basement to make into a man cave."

"Would you be ok with only four rooms? How man bathrooms are we looking for?"

"If there are only four rooms there has to be a big family room or area. We're going to need at least three bathrooms and a few halves wouldn't hurt. One of the bathrooms has to be an unsuits." I add.

"This may be none of my business but is there a reason you are looking for a large home?"

"Right now, we have two boys two and six. In eight weeks' time, we will be adding two more boys to our group. The more space we can give the oldest the better it's going to be." Harry says looking at her noticing the light go on.