The siren and her Mate

Chapter 34

Sirenas POV

Jesses eyes stared at me before he ran over and hugged my body tightly. I held on to him and cried. I have wanted nothing but to hold everyday I was gone. I pushed him off of me and he looked hurt but the one person I hurt the most out of all of this was my brother and I needed to see him. I slowly got off the bed and I left the room. The people who did see me looked like they were seeing a ghost but I just left them staring at my back. I listened for my brothers heartbeat. I followed the beating sound and I ended up a his door. I knew Jesse was following me and I wanted to hug him more but I needed to see my brother. I walked into his room and I seen him laying on his bed. I walked closer to his bed

" Robbie" I said but it came out as a croak but Robbie just looked at me

" Not again" Robbie said smacking himself in the face

" Im so sorry Rob" I said while the tears started coming

" Sirena" Robbie said getting off his bed and slowly coming over to me. I looked down at him and I took his little body into my arms. I started sobbing on him and I felt a wetness on my shoulder so I knew he was crying but he pushed himself off of me.

" How could you" He yelled

"I was stupid Rob, please" I said

" You would have left me for him" He said pointing to Jesse

" I know but it was in the heat of the moment. When you find your mate you will see everything changes" I said in a rush. I needed Robbie to forgive me before I could do anything

" Get out" he said and my heart shattered. I looked at him and became very dizzy. It was like I was loosing everything and I dropped to the floor. I could not breath because I was crying so hard when I felt someone picking me up. I was back in the same room as I was before but this time the pack doctor was there. He had a needle and he injected me with something. As soon as the liquid hit my veins I calmed down and I instantly felt tired. I could see and hear what was happening around me but I couldn't move.

" I don't even know how she was moving" The doctor said

" I know it was like she needed to see him" Jesse said looking at me

" She over did it Jesse" The doctor said looking at me " bedrest" He said leaving the room as Robbie entered. I closed my eyes but a tear slipped out. I felt his hand touch my face.

" Im sorry" He said hugging me

" she knows" Jesse said

" I was just so pissed that she was willing to leave me" Rob said looking at me

" When you get a mate your going to realize that you don't think of anything else until you know your mate is safe. It is instinct" Jesse explained

" I know that Jesse but family comes first" Robbie looked at me once more before walking out of the room. I felt so bad because I know what he said is true. That is always how it has been with us. I wanted so badly to run after him but my body was still numb from the drugs. Jesse stayed by my bed until I was able to move which took some time. I was finally able to move my arms and legs so I sat up slowly with Jesse watching me.

" Stop watching me" I said looking at him.

" Why would you do that Sirena" Jesse asked standing up and walking over to me

" I just.. I dont know" I said looking away from Jesse

" I almost lost you" He said in a defeated manor

" I did loose you" i said looking at him

" I was not dead" He said like that mattered

" No but you were laying here with a very low pulse and what was I supposed to do." I shouted at him. " Oh thats right I was supposed to do nothing" I said but he looked at me funny