The siren and her Mate

Chapter 8

I woke up the next morning and just layed there thinking about last night and how I ran away like a coward but running is all I have ever done. Im scared of getting these people hurt. I feel really bad because when Blake came in the house last night he came straight to my room and just sat by my bedroom door but i never opened it.  I felt bad because i pushed Blake away but i needed to be by myself I even tried telling him to go away but he just stayed there all night and he was still there refusing to leave my door. I finally could not take it any more so i go up and walked into the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my hair and teeth. I did not want Blake to see how bad i actually looked and i changed into a pair of lime green shorts and a Black tank top and I walked to the door and unlocked it and slowly opened it. I looked down at Blake to see he was still sleeping and sighed because now I feel even worse seeing how uncomfortable he actually looked. I sat down beside him and put his head on my lap and stroked his hair and he started to stir and finally his eyes opened.  He looked at me with sadness in his eyes but i just smiled and kept stroking his hair

"  You dont have to act tough Sirena, its okay to be upset"

"  No its not Blake. I ran like a coward"

" Sirena no one is mad at you. I even think Alpha Davidson was mad"

" Why would he be mad he wanted this"

" Yeah but he knows how his son is and he knows that you heard him have sex with other girls. He understands that your gonna be hurt. Shit i think any normal person would be hurt but you cant push us away its not our fault. It killed me not being able to do anything while you cried"

" Im so sorry Blake i just needed to be alone to think about what i was going to do about all of this"

" What do you mean, There is really nothing you can do unless you were planning on leaving" He said while chuckling and looking at me and realisation hit his face

" Blake dont be mad"

" MAD! Im not mad im freaking hurt that you guys were gonna leave."  He said while looking hurt

" You guys" I asked

" YOU and ROBBIE" He half screamed

" I was gonna leave Robbie here"

" You were going to leave the two people who care most about you so that you can do what ever you want and now you leaving your mate and your family. Your being selfish Sirena" He siad while getting up and shouting at me. so i stoop up and looked at him

 " BLAKE GET AWAY FROM ME" I used my voice on him and he could not deny what i had said and he started walking away. I walked back into my bedroom and slammed my door shut and locked it once again. I walked in my closet and grabbed and Black hoddie and opened my window and jumped out. I ran to the woods by the side of the house and made sure no one seen or followed me. I walked in the woods getting a little deeper not wanting to get lost but i found this trail and it was beautiful. I Followed the trail for a while and finally it came to a stop and i looked around and it was the most beautiful thing i have seen. There were trees everywhere and there was a cute little lake that had a picnic table near it. I walked to the table and sat there looking at the water and humming to myself when i heard a twig snap. I jumped up and looked around when a Grey wolf with bright green eyes walked out of the clearing. I sat back down and looked back at the water and sighed

" Robbie you should not have followed me." He shifted back and i threw him my hoddie and he put it on and zipped it up and sat beside me looking at the water.

" Are you really going to leave Sirena"

" You heard that Rob"

" I think everyone did. We are wolfs with really good hearing sis"