The Blonde Haired Girl?

Thoughts of Our Own

This chapter will only consist of thoughts of some of the characters. I hope you enjoy.

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Skylar's Thoughts:

Wow...So Vegeta took that a lot better than I thought. But what will I do. I am not fit for ruling a kingdom. How do I even do that?  Mother and father make it look so easy though.

"To be or not to be: that is the question."  I thought of the saying closly. To live or to die? If I shall die I will with glory and love for the fight I had fought. Is a death a long sleep, a peaceful sleep? For what if it would be one full of demons like my enemies?  Will it be worth it? The endless nightmares that would rain down upon me for eternity. At least before I were to die once more.

What if I lived through my fight? What then? A chance at a real life? Someone to hold onto? Possibly a family to know that loves me.What do I know? But really. "To be or not to be". What will happen to me? It was soon enough an unclear answer. There was nothing in all for me to do. I could not change what will happen.

I am stuck. I want to live. No I will live to be here and keep an eye on those I love. They need me as I need them. We are a balance for those who live today. They live because we protect then.

Someday I will ask Goku what death is like he has faced it before. Maybe it is more joyful than thought to be. Careful though. For how would I see what would be coming at the Earth or Zurca? How would I help them?

It isn't like I would love being dead and all but maybe it would be a chance to get stronger than what I am. Of course I would always be able to come back but still. Even though. Why am I thinking of a death that I could suffer?

Trunks's thoughts:

I was done. My own father locked himself up in the training room.  He was mumbling about Skylar being a princess or something. At least he keeps his his cool back at the place we trained at earlier.

I have to say though I saw her in her training outfit and the beautiful cape Goku brought up. Her hair black and brown for once with the ringlets...It was breath taking. She acted calm even when he threw a punch at her. Yet, of course Gohan told me everything that happened. Skylar though. My what can I do to make her realize every feeling I've had for her. To allow her to know the one person who sides with her no matter what. Even within our own little fight we had.

It was probably to late anyways. She probably found some guy on Zurca to call hers. But I will still show her. A rejection is a regection. I feel something arriving to us and it wills be here any day now. These butterflies seem to grow with ever single day that comes.

Even though I have so much to say, I just watch her walk away. I feel pain when I force a smile when I see with the others every day.

Goku's Thoughts:

Why was everything confusing. First off someone is coming. Second the tournament is coming up. I'm very worried for I don't know what will happen.  Although I see the affection Trunks and Skylar have for each other I know something.

Skylar doesn't want his heart to be broken if she were to die in this fight.

'She needs her own decisions Goku.'

'I know King Ki. Just how can she do this alone?'

'It's  up to her to figure out.'

I do not know about this. Ever since she came I had acted like a dad. Gohan feels very close to her despite a few bickering fights. Yet Goten I am unsure of. Either way she is a part of our family. I support her every step of the way.

Even if it had to end in death. It is her decision to make.