the thug that changed my life

chapter 9

2 months later.....

I'm 9 months pregnant and I'm ready to fuckin explode but i have to wait until my water breaks and its taking FOREVER!

"Bae we are almost parents"Andre said all happy i cracked a fake smile "whoow and whos pushing her out my small body ass!!"i said walking away throwing my hands up he grabbed my waist pulling me towards him "bae its gonna be okay"he kissed my cheek "okay if you say so"i said i walked into the kitchen and i fixed me a ham sandwich and i got some lemonade and sat on the couch beginning to eat ........

8 min later

Im now finished i threw my plate away "bae ima be right back im goin to the store"andre said "okay bae"i said as he walked out the door i took a sip of my lemonade and layed my head back i felt a sting and then i seem blood coming from under my night dress "uuuugghhh!!!!"i screamed i reached out for my phone on the table

Me-ANDRE ITTTTS TIMEE AND BLOOD IS EVERYWHERE

ANDRE-ohh shITTT BABEE IM ON THE WAY HOLD ON!!

Call ended

I dont care i just hope my baby is safe and nothing happens to her please god!!😢😢😢

15 mins laters

Andre just got here "FUCK!!!"he yelled bridal style picking me up taking me to the car .

**HOSPITAL**

"MAM PUUUSSHH ALMOST THERE U-
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!"i pushed as sweat fell down my face but i didnt hear a cry and andre face turned to a frown "uh oh"the doctor said "wtf you mean uh oh!"i said panicking "the baby isnt breathing we have to get her to a machine quickly!!!!"they all yelled taking my baby girl away "aaaaaannnnooAMMMIIYYYAAHHHHHOOOOOOO!!$😢😢😭😭😭"i screamed crying and andre punched the wall "SHIT NOT MY FUCKIN FIRST BORN!!"he said as tears fell.

And then he came beside me holding me as a girl walked in she looked about 18 my age "Andre?"she said "maaann wtf jakia!!!"he said "who tf is she? !!!"i said "im jakia his good good friend ...friend's with benifits he was just at my house are you his cousin? "She smiled i was crying uncontrollably right now "IM HIS FUCKIN GF WHO JUST HAD HIS FUCKIN BABY WHO IS NOT BREATHING AND YOU COME AND SAY THAT SHIT GET TF OUT.

.......AND YOU ANDRE WHY THE FUCK YOU AT THAT BITCH HOUSE WHEN I WAS IN LABOR WITH YOUR BABY THE FUCK YOU BITCH BRUH!!!...dont fuckin touch me"i said crying i dnt know whats worst my first babygirl could be dead or Andre could have possibly cheated on me.........

2 hrs later

They brought amiyah in and had andre sign the birth certificate at home and we graduate next week so ya know i didnt go to prom since i was prego i wasnt feeling well......

Anyways...

The doctors handed me her she was beautiful and she had curly hair kinda heavy tho and her eyes was closed but i could see her chest rising up and down tears fell down my cheek i kissed her "mommy loves you"i said touching her bow on her hospital hat "shes a beautiful baby and she can go home but bring her back if theres any problems with her breathing "the doctors sAid "yes mam i sure will "i said and i dare Andre to say sum .

Amiyah zaylen lewis👇👇👇

Home~

I layed miyah down in her crib and let her sleep ill call Maria later and i layed down going to sleep not sayin a word to andre.........

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2 hrs later

I got woken up by amiyah's cries i pumped her some milk and fed her and i brushed her hair and changed her diaper and layed her back down and walked down stairs where andre and..........JAKIA❗❗❗❗
watching t.v

"GET TF OUT!!! MY HOUSE. .andre you have a baby im your girlfriend give some respect!"i said "im so so sorry i just wanted to watch a movie and eat chips"jakia said "shut up hoe didnt i say get out "i pointed at the door and she walked out andre just looked at me "are you fuckin goin crazy? !!!"i said "MANN...nah ion no wtf you got goin on in your head we just had a baby and you already starting! She just a fuckin friend!"he said "YOU TRYING TO SOUND ALL FUCKIN INNOCNET I PUSHED OUT A DEAD BABY YOU LUCKY SHE STILL ALIVE WHILE YOU OUT HERE WITH A BITCH THAT GIRL TOLD ME FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS ANDRE LET ME FIND OUT. .......we suppose to be a family but i-i guess....just nvm"i threw my hands up and walked upstairs and i walked in amiyahs room and shut the door sitting on the floor crying my eyes out 😢😢😢😢i never not once thought after havin amiyah would be like this...

I cried into my legs as the door cracked open and andre walked in and looked at Amiyah she a deep sleeper tho..

Then he looked at me taking a deep sigh he kneeled to me "babe?...ayye"andre said tryna get my attention "what im not enough for you andre i gave you a daughter i love you cook for you give you my all and this is what you repay me hurt and pain you not finna keep bringing that bitch around-
"But jay-
"Or me and Amiyah are leaving her or your family...you choose but im done"i got up threw my hands up and walked away. .....