the thug that changed my life

later tht day👌

We all at the house now and miyah is still upset and ya know what should i expect as a mother i would feel the same way ....
I gave micheal a warm rag for the scar on his chest "sssss"he said as i dapped the rag on it "breathe baby "i said "it stings"he said and then i put a patch on top after i was done i sat on him my legs was around him and i was jus lookin at him tracing his tatts he took a deep breathe and looked me in the eyes "i cant believe he pushed you like that man and pregnant"he sighed "i know i felt worse he slapped me once and i had a miscarriage with his baby not to long before this one(sigh)and my dumb ass foegave him again i used to get abused by my dad every day beat and everything i ended up turning gay and i met Andre in high school and lost my virginity to him and we was together ever since so i gave bein gay up so basically i guess im bi but then im not "i moved aside and he stood up "so basically you been hurt all yo life sorry but its unbelievable why they wanna hurt you your so sweet anything i could imagine 😫 it jus make me angry baby you....you lost a baby thats a blessing because of him and then yo was gay i never would think a girl that looks like you to be gay"he said "yea ik"i rapped my arms around myself he then sat down and hugged me i layed my head on his chest lettin all of it out as he rubbed my bck "i-i loved him so much i thought we could be married and be a family but no all of it crashed and went down the drain"i cried "im here for you "he said i stood up "AAAA I DONT UNDERSTAND THIS IM UNDER SO MUCH PRESSURE BECAUSE.........because.....i-i still love him micheal"i said sniffin "What!!.....y-you still....i gotta go get sum air!!"micheal grabbed his hoodie and walked out the house "micheal! "I called but he got in his car speeding off.i walked upstairs to my room and jus sat there thinking about all of the things ive been thru why should i even live anymore i took 2 pills dr.ross gave me for pain and sat there.

30 min pass

I was sittin cryin i grabbed the Ak-47 and held the loaded gun in my hand....

I put it to my head as my hands shook the door busted open...

"Put the gun down dont do this!!!"micheal said "why shouldnt i my life is a waste"i cried "no baby girl thinl about the kids the son you are carrying please hand me the gun"he said and i slowly moved it and gave it to him as i still sat there he took the bullets out and locked the gun in a case......

He walked to me and got me off of the floor "miyah is sleep takin a nap"he said "ok"i said "please dont scare me like that again i called your phone felt like over a hundred times no answer i love you girl i just want you to love me as much as i love you.....ya feel what im sayin"he said "i-i guess"i said looking down wiping my face as i layed on the bed my belly has got wayy bigger ill be six✳ month prego soon so👌🙊 time isnt goin by fast enough i jus layed there "you not sleepy"micheal said "nop jus tired"i said taking a deep breath he kissed my lips he put on hid headphones

    "Babe i know we look perfect together i feel like we gone last forever feel like we perfect together  i  blow up yo phone and i love to kiss you...i want you to stay in my life yea yea( x3 )
Ill always remember the time when i hug and kiss you and ill know youll never play games wit me when im far from you you know i miss you
I want you stay in my life yea yea(x3)
I feel like she the one who ill alwsys need
She gave me a chance i treat her better than her last niggas and she have me her heart i aint gone break it
I want you to stay in my life(x3)
Yea yea yea"he rapped

(By the way i made that with ajey- want you back instrumental should listen to song😘😘)

And bobbed his head i took off his headphones "y-you can rap?"i said "yea been doin it since i was a jhit baby girl but i wrote this one specifically fa you ya know it i want you to stay in my life yea"he said a smile grew across by face

"Thats all i wanted a smile"he said i looked down blushin hard asf i looked bck up "what happened to yo face "he said lookin shocked "huh"i got up and looked in the mirror and screamed he covered my mouth "miyahs sleep"he said "m-my face is swollen micheal all i did was take them pills-"he cut me off "what mf pills did you take! !..."he said lookin me in the eyes "for my stomach pain and kicks i havent took it in a while " i said he went in the bathroom and i heard water running it stopped he came out with a warm rag "lay down"he said "b-"he.cut me off "lay down jaylen"he said i rolled my eyes and i layed down he dapped the wrag all over my face it actually felt good i closed my eyes and he put (let me smell) .....coconut lotion on my face and something else and he motioned his hands around my face "ok open yo eyes"he said i stood up and looked in the mirror "wow my swellen how did you learn that"i said suprised and my face was soft "my ma " he smirked while wiping his hands i got back into bed and flipped to empire i had to save it cuz i couldn't watch it when i wanted to now i can i love cookie💋💋💎.