the thug that changed my life

that afternoon

Jay p.o.v

1:26pm

I got dressed and put on a sundress and some sandals i already dressed miyah but she haven't seen micheal yet i picked her up and we walked step by step down the stairs micheal was on the couch watching football in a woman beater 👅💦 lordy💓 "mwommy he cute"miyah giggled what this girl know about boys bein cute.....she walked to him "hwii my nwame is miyah"she said "hey ms.miyah your a cutie im micheal "he said i walked her into kitchen to eat lunch i fixed her a slider its a mini cheese burger with some apple juice and i made me and micheal 2 hamburgers and seasoned fries "micheal"i called as he walked in the kitchen i had miyah turned the other way eating "wow you cook for me thx ma"he kissed my neck "you welcome "i said as he grabbed his plate going into the living room i sat at the table and ate with miyah.

Done eating~

"Mwommy i wanna twalk to mwikal"she said i rolled my eyes im jus happy its going better than i planned i thought she was gonna hate him but huh aint god good 😊😊😊
He put her on his lap "ywou have tatwoos my dwaddy do too"she said ugh....went down the drain micheal looked at me "w-well.....smh...well babygirl jus nun yea"he said i wonder what he wanted to say "awre you my nwew da
Dwaddy? "She asked stop right there "well babygirl i-"i cut him off "come on miyah time for you to ....play with dollies"i picked her up and took her to her room and walked back down "m.....sorry about that "i said putting ny hair behind my ear "...i mean its okay"he said i sat beside him "what were you gonna tell her.......and be honest "i said he took a deep breath "hell i wanted to tell her the truth im here for her and her dad is a real jackass i wanted to tell her ill be her daddy if she needs me to be"he said "well shes only one turning 2 micheal and shes smart ass hell but I jus dont think she will understand this kinda concept rn ok"i said rubbing his arm he then leaned in and kissed me deep i instantly jumped up and went upstairs in my room shutting the door ....how could something feel so right but is also wrong 😩
I sat on my bed thinking about what happened when there was a knock on my room door "who is it?!"i said "micheal"he said "uhh....come in"i said as he opened the door and sat beside me "im sorry for kissing you"he said "you dont have to be sorry.....well i mean yeah i get it....but uhh its okay"i said talking fast "i havent known you that long but i have real deep feelings for you that i cant explain its like god answered my prayers your everything i asked for"he said i blushed 😊 "your so sweet micheal but...."i said "but what "he said "i dont think we can be in a relationship ya know im going on my second child with this man and i dont wanna fuck up my daughters mind i dnt want people to look at me as a hoe"i said rubbing my belly he put his had on top of mine where my belly was "baby girl even if not together im still gonna be here fa you i understand your issue but fuck what they say "he said i hugged him tight "thank you"i said "you welcome ma"he said tears fell from my eyes and he wiped them "i havent felt like this in a while"i sniffed "i know cuz of jackass"micheal said as my phone began to ring "smh.....speaking of the jackass"i said showing him my phone its said andre🙇
Incoming call
I ignored it and he called again so i answered jus for the convenience 😕

Me~WHAT!!

Andre~WHERE ARE YALL ALL OF YOUR CLOTHES ARE GONE AND MIYAHS SHOES HER TOYS IM WORRIED PLEASE COME BACK HOME I DIDNT MEAN IT I REALLY LOVE YOU

Me~NO YOU FUCKIN DONT MOTHERFUCKER CUZ IF YOU DID WHEN I WAS IN PAIN YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SAID WHAT YOU SAID MAKING ME LOOK BAD LIKE YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME SO IMA SHOW YOU BETTER THAN I CAN TELL YOU IM DONE!!!

Andre~ no no no it cant be please forgive me

Me~(crying)i-i forgave you o-over and over again a-and all you do is stab m-m-me in the back each time im pregnant with your child nigga i lost a baby and couldv'e died fa you and this what you pay i-i dont deserve nun of this shit i can and i-im tired

Andre~please can i at least see my daughter! !

Me~ when i feel like bringing her ill tell you

Andre~ight i love you

Me~o-oh k

Convo ended i threw my phone on the bed and instantly broke down crying and there micheal stood by my side comforting me holding me in his arms as i cried on his shoulder "whyy micheall😭😭whyy he had to hurt me!!?"i cried as he rubbed my back............