the thug that changed my life

Chapter 19

JAYLEN 👆👆❤❤

Saturday~

I got up out of bed and my hair was a mess i went and took a 20 min shower and put on some denim ripped jeans a gray crop top and my hilfiger boxers and button up shirt but i left it un buttoned and my hat in MM

As yall can see i got my abbs back 👅💦

I put on my jordans 7s and grabbed my purse walking down stairs i fixed me some frosty flake cereal and sat at the table and ate after i got done i locked the house up and headed out first i decided to go to the mall i needed some new sun dresses and some sandals ...

Mall~

I walked in to the fresh smell of teriyaki chicken i walked pass and went inside PINK and looked around when i seen.....andre holding a chics hand and my mind was blown because. ......because she was beautiful 😳 she didnt look like nun of those hoes and she had a great smile long pretty curly hair and she kissed his cheek and they walked out the store together hand in hand all i can say i wow rn😱😱
I walked in and bought me some PINk slides and headed to forever 21 i know they have nice clothes and dresses in there and jeans i walked in and looked around i seen the same girl but andre wasn't in here we was looking on the same rack "oops sorry im so sorry"she said after bumping into me i didnt say nun i just starred at her she had a diamond necklace around her neck  and i finally snapped back into reality.. "oh its okay your hair is nice"i said "oh thanks "she said as she walked away out of the store i found me two cute dresses one had a v cut the other had a slit on the leg and i got some ripped jeans and some more crop tops and cashed out after i walked out i went to starbucks and stood in line i could see andre and the girl sharing a milk shake together im not gonna lie they actually look happy together unlike we were. ..😣😣😕

I finally got my vanilla coffee and i walked pass andre he looked dead at me i kept walking as my phone vibrated

Jamiyah~shes ready

Me~ok omw

Jamiyah~al rite

I put my bags in the trunk and got in my car and headed to pick up miyah........

Jamiyah house-

I got out my car and knocked "oh heeyy"jamiyah opened the door as i walked in "oh hi"i sighed "you okay?"she asked "yea im fine"i said looking at miyah in her seat peacefully sleeping looking just like andre "sup i heard yall no together no mo"darius said "yea we are not together we HAVE BEEN SEPARATED FOR 2 MONTHS AND NOW IT LOOKS LIKE HE FOUND THIS PERFECT BITCH WHO LOOKS AWSOME SHES JUST SO DAMN PRETTY!!!😭😭"i said jamiyah handed me a bottle of water "calm down its alright forget about him"she said "yea your right "i said sniffing grabbing miyahs bag and her seat

Miyah👇👇👇💖 THATS my babyy

Home~

I got home its now 3:39pm i picked up miyah she is now wide awake and put her next to me on my bed "mamagoo"she said blowing bubbles with her mouth "you said mommy yes THATS a good giirl"i kissed her cheek and she smiled shwing her gums she only has 2 teeth right now i cut on dora for her on the t.v and layed her in her c shaped pillow as she watched t.v and i was on my laptop and my phone vibrated

Yep i changed it👇

Baby daddy👶~can i get miyah monday and Tuesday

Me~i guess😳..why during the week

Baby daddy👶~ i just wanna spend time with her it will be better she needs to spend time with her daddy and whats wrong?

Mind talking:or spending time with that beautiful bitch smh ugh jaylen be good...

Me~ok well fine meet me at 10:30am tm cus i have to work and nothin is wrong im jus fine

Baby daddy👶~ i seen you at the mall earlier

Me~i know you did...but i gotta go ttyl

After that i stopped texting him cus i knew where the convo was gonna lead to a disaster so i stopped it .....

I just layed in bed with miyah the rest of the day as long as i got my baby girl im good✨✨💖i love her she loves me i dont know what i would do if something ever happened to her i wouldnt be able to make it .....but tomorrow she will be with her daddy so we will see how that goes because for the pass these 2 months shes been around me and jamiyah well she does good at daycare but still you feel where im coming from shes mostly around women ...