Tamed

31.

xiomara's p.o.v:

after eating in-n-out, we were heading back home but he was going the wrong way. i asked him if he knew where he was going but i got no response, just a smile. i'm getting worried. what if he's taking me somewhere to rape me? he's like 5 times bigger than me and i probably can't beat him. i'm getting nervous.

"i'm not going to rape you," he said chuckling. i looked at him and he stopped laughing. what is he? a mind reader? i sighed. a few minutes later we stopped at a dark park. oh hell no.

"you are not fucking me here at the park. that's considered as rape," i said defensively.

"it's considered as rape if you enjoy it," he said winking. i rolled my eyes. "don't worry babe, i'm not going to fuck you," i sighed in relief. "not yet," he added. i glared at him. he winked at me.

"get down," he said. i shook my head.

"no way, i don't want to get raped," i said getting nervous. he chuckled. he opened the passenger's seat and offered his hand. i have the sudden feeling of taking his offer. man fuck it, yolo right? i accepted his offer.

he dragged me lightly towards a bench. there's only one bench in this park. this park seemed like nobody came here at all. there was only one light stand right next to the bench. i sat down on the bench.

"you can see the stars from here," he said calmly. he was right, i love looking at the stars. so beautiful, so natural, so calm and peaceful. the park was more like a cliff. i'm starting to like this place. it was isolated from everything else.

"can i tell you something?" he asked out of nowhere. i nodded. he looked so serious. he then sat next to me. he cuddled me, we stayed like that. i'm waiting for him to say something.

"this isn't a park, it's a cliff with a bench and one light stand," no wonder why. "it isn't just an ordinary cliff. this is the cliff where i grew up, where everything happened," i looked at him and gave him a questioning look. he looked at me as well.

"i often come here to ease my mind. this is where my childhood started and ended. so many people consider me as ruthless, coldhearted and unloveable. the truth is, my father abused my mother. my mother would be accused of cheating on my father but it's false rumor. my father was also a mafia leader but soon was handed off to me. i'm an only child, so no one would be held as the next leader but me. my mother, is different. don't be suprised," he spoke quietly on the last part. now i'm more curious than ever about what he means. i layed down on his lap.

"my mother is a she-wolf. not just any she-wolf, she's a luna. her mate is my father, who's a human so it didn't really affect my father when he abused my mother. a luna is someone who leads a bunch of people with their alpha but sadly her mate wasn't a wolf. my mother told my father about her true identity, my father understood. he was then made into the alpha. then they had me, they loved me very much. my mother's pack was the strongest out of all packs so nobody could ever disrespect her.

my father was enjoying so much of the wolf world that he got to the point of taking advantage of my mother's pack. my mother refused but he still did it anyways. he took my mother's wolf, she got weakened. when a wolf gets their wolf taken away, they'll die. their wolf is their only way of living. she got so weakened that she died after a few months. i was only 10 when it happened. the pack members were so devastated that they wanted to kill my father but they couldn't because he was alpha, the leader. my father got so addicted that he killed his pack members. he was a drug addict after all.

he then realized what he did. he got depressed and soon died," he confessed his whole life to me. i had no words. all i had were tears coming down my face. this is the first time i've cried since the incident happened.

"what did you then?" i asked. that was all i could say. tears still coming straight down my face. he continued.

"i was raised by my grandmother on my mother's side. she was also a wolf so she took care of me. as soon as i turned 18, she died of brain cancer. i couldn't take anymore so i left the wolf world and joined the human world. i took my father's title of the mafia leader. i then decided to become cruel because the ones i love always die," a tear slipped from his eye while more tears came down from my eyes.

"i'm so sorry," i said weakly. he has so much to endure, and it was all by himself. i wiped away his tear and smiled at him.

"it's okay, i just had to tell you. you gave me life and made me smile," he confessed more.

this man right here is very strong. what he went through wasn't acceptable. i'll make it up to him. i'll make him happier than ever. i'm willing to do anything just for him. so that means he's half wolf, shit.

i accept him for what he is, hopefully he accepts me. the real me.