Tamed

33.

xiomara's p.o.v:

"open the door babe," zach said from the other side of the door. he keeps banging on the door. i gave up and opened the door. he looked at me.

"hey baby," i smirked at him. he winked at me, ew. he suddenly lightly tackled me towards the bed. i whimpered a little.

"don't ever do that again," he said seriously. i nodded at him. he kissed my cheek. i remembered something.

"wait, did your doctor really say that you're getting better?" i asked. he nodded. oh my god.

"serious?" i checked because i know he'll take it back later, maybe.

"yes i'm serious. he said because of you," he said smiling. i looked up at him.

"what does that mean?" i asked confused. i honestly have no idea what his doctor means.

"he said that i got cancer because i never experienced being loved or being happy at all," he answered. i understood and nodded. we then cuddled.

next thing you know, he was fast asleep. he breathes heavily. i smiled at this view. god, he's so handsome and charming. if anyone messes with him, i'll kill them. i don't know why but i had the feeling of kissing his lips. but i couldn't, i can't. so what i did was use my fingers to kiss him.

"your fingers want to kiss me or your lips do?" he asked, making me jump slightly as he held on tighter to me.

"well, i mean my lips do but like i can't," i answered honestly.

"why not?" he asked.

"well, you see. there's a thing called chapped lips," i answered again. yes i do have chapped lips and also, i don't know how to kiss. he looked at me like i had 2 antlers on my face.

"what?" i asked.

"you don't have chapped lips, you're overreacting," he laughed. i looked away. i thought i did.

"well either way, i can't," i said for a comeback. honestly, i don't want him to know that i don't know how to kiss. he sighed.

"you don't know how to kiss do you?" he asked smiling. i sighed and nodded. he laughed.

"don't laugh!" i yelled at him. he then covered his mouth with his hand. i smirked at him.

"it's okay baby, i'll teach you," he smirked back at me. i'm suprised, he probably kissed so many girls before. i'm hesitating now because i don't want to feel any other girls nasty lips on his. i shook my head.

"don't worry, i haven't kissed anyone before," he said chuckling. is he serious? he must be lying. i shook my head again.

"i'm serious babe," i looked at him sincerely. i nodded, i lowkey want to kiss him anyways. he smiled.

"so, first you lean in," he said slowly while looking at my lips. after a few seconds, a pair of lips hit mines. my eyes were wide open while his were closed. i felt sparks, i love this feeling. i slowly closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling.

"damn babe," zach said out of breath. we let go after a few seconds into the kissing. i just had my first kiss. with zach, shit.

"oh my," i said suprised still. he smirked at me.

"you're not a bad kisser," i glared at him.

"just kidding baby, you're the best kisser in the universe," i smiled at his comment. i hugged him.