Tamed

36.

xiomara's p.o.v:

"put on music," mika said while plugging in the aux cord through her phone. she played a remix of a bunch of songs which i don't know of.

"how many months are you now mika?" i asked.

"3 months, i don't know if i'll be a good mom," she answered. i looked at her but still keeping my eyes on the road.

"you're going to be fine mika. i know this is your first child but your mom could help you raise your baby and i'll help as well," i said. she thanked me.

"what about you and zach?" catlina asked popping into the conversation out of nowhere.

"well, zach and i are doing well. honestly, i feel like he's the one but i don't want to be a burden to him with all of my problems," i answered.

"xio, if you guys are truly inlove then small things shouldn't hold you back," mika said. that's the first she gives advice. i smiled.

"catlina, when are you going to find your true love?" i asked. catlina didn't respond. i sighed.

"i don't know honestly. everything's a mess and i don't think i can handle a true love," she said quietly.

"do you want kids?" mika asked.

"who?" catlina asked.

"all of you," she answered.

"well, i want 2 kids," catlina answered.

"i want a bunch of kids. more kids the more happier you'll be," i answered as well.

"but it's too much work," mika spoke whining. i told her to shutup and she flipped me off. i ignored it.

"i get that it's a lot of work but it'll be worth it," i said. i mean i do want like 4-5 kids because why not?

"how about esmeralda, do you want kids?" mika asked. i didn't hear esmeralda talk ever since this road trip started.

"well," she spoke nervously. "i do but the thing is ray doesn't want any," she continued. are you serious?

"what the hell, why?" catlina exclaimed.

"ray says that he wouldn't make a good father but i mean atleast try right?" esmeralda said.

"yes, true. i get where he's coming from. talk it out with him, maybe he'll change his mind. just try for the first baby and see if it works out. we'll be there anyways," i said with confidence.

"adrian also thinks that he wouldn't be a good father but then here i am, thinking that i won't be a good mother. i'm willing to try, so is adrian. it'll eventually work out. god has mercy," mika said relating to esmeralda. i nodded.

"we're here!" i said while pulling up at the parking lot. time to fly to russia.

"finally! it took that long," catlina said excitedly. i rolled my eyes at her then smiled.

we all got off the car and walked towards the airport. we got everything ready. this dumb private jet cost so much, like can't we just go on a normal plane? everything costs a lot but oh well. i have to be thankful for what i get. we got inside the private jet and the first thing we did was fall asleep.

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the private jet is up there.